Squatting on her heels, Viola opened the letter. It was from Casimir:
“I shall be with you at three o’clock this afternoon—and must be off
again this evening. All news when we meet. I hope you are happier than
I.—CASIMIR.”
“Huh! how kind!” she sneered; “how condescending. Too good of you,
really!” She sprang to her feet, crumbling the letter in her hands.
“And how are you to know that I shall stick here awaiting your pleasure
until three o’clock this afternoon?” But she knew she would; her rage
was only half sincere. She longed to see Casimir, for she was confident
that this time she would make him understand the situation.... “For, as
it is, it’s intolerable—intolerable!” she muttered.
It was ten o’clock in the morning of a grey day curiously lighted by
pale flashes of sunshine. Searched by these flashes her room looked
tumbled and grimed. She pulled down the window-blinds—but they gave a
persistent, whitish glare which was just as bad. The only thing of life
in the room was a jar of hyacinths given her by the landlady’s
daughter: it stood on the table exuding a sickly perfume from its plump
petals; there were even rich buds unfolding, and the leaves shone like
oil.
Viola went over to the washstand, poured some water into the enamel
basin, and sponged her face and neck. She dipped her face into the
water, opened her eyes, and shook her head from side to side—it was
exhilarating. She did it three times. “I suppose I could drown myself
if I stayed under long enough,” she thought. “I wonder how long it
takes to become unconscious?... Often read of women drowning in a
bucket. I wonder if any air enters by the ears—if the basin would have
to be as deep as a bucket?” She experimented—gripped the washstand with
both hands and slowly sank her head into the water, when again there
was a knock on the door. Not the landlady this time—it must be Casimir.
With her face and hair dripping, with her petticoat bodice unbuttoned,
she ran and opened it.
A strange man stood against the lintel—seeing her, he opened his eyes
very wide and smiled delightfully. “Excuse me—does Fräulein Schäfer
live here?”
“No; never heard of her.” His smile was so infectious, she wanted to
smile too—and the water had made her feel so fresh and rosy.
The strange man appeared overwhelmed with astonishment. “She doesn’t?”
he cried. “She is out, you mean!”
“No, she’s not living here,” answered Viola.
“But—pardon—one moment.” He moved from the door lintel, standing
squarely in front of her. He unbuttoned his greatcoat and drew a slip
of paper from the breast pocket, smoothing it in his gloved fingers
before handing it to her.
“Yes, that’s the address, right enough, but there must be a mistake in
the number. So many lodging-houses in this street, you know, and so
big.”
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