“I concluded, sir, from your words, and looks, sir, as you left last
night, that you thought my master seriously ill. I thought it might be
that you were afraid of a fit, or something. So I attended very close to
your directions. He sat up late, till past three o’clock. He was not
writing or reading. He was talking a great deal to himself, but that was
nothing unusual. At about that hour I assisted him to undress, and left
him in his slippers and dressing-gown. I went back softly in about half
an hour. He was in his bed, quite undressed, and a pair of candles
lighted on the table beside his bed. He was leaning on his elbow and
looking out at the other side of the bed when I came in. I asked him if
he wanted anything, and he said no.
“I don’t know whether it was what you said to me, sir, or something a
little unusual about him, but I was uneasy, uncommon uneasy about him
last night.
“In another half hour, or it might be a little more, I went up again. I
did not hear him talking as before. I opened the door a little. The
candles were both out, which was not usual. I had a bedroom candle, and
I let the light in, a little bit, looking softly round. I saw him
sitting in that chair beside the dressing-table with his clothes on
again. He turned round and looked at me. I thought it strange he should
get up and dress, and put out the candles to sit in the dark, that way.
But I only asked him again if I could do anything for him. He said, no,
rather sharp, I thought. I asked if I might light the candles, and he
said, ‘Do as you like, Jones,’ So I lighted them, and I lingered about
the room, and he said, ‘Tell me truth, Jones, why did you come
again—you did not hear any one cursing?’ ‘No, sir,’ I said, wondering
what he could mean.
“‘No,’ said he, after me, ‘of course, no;’ and I said to him, ‘Wouldn’t
it be well, sir, you went to bed? It’s just five o’clock;’ and he said
nothing but, ‘Very likely; good-night, Jones.’ So I went, sir, but in
less than hour I came again. The door was fast, and he heard me, and
called as I thought from the bed to know what I wanted, and he desired
me not to disturb him again. I lay down and slept for a little. It must
have been between six and seven when I went up again. The door was still
fast, and he made no answer, so I did not like to disturb him, and
thinking he was asleep, I left him till nine. It was his custom to ring
when he wished me to come, and I had no particular hour for calling him.
I tapped very gently, and getting no answer, I stayed away a good while,
supposing he was getting some rest then. It was not till eleven o’clock
I grew really uncomfortable about him—for at the latest he was never,
that I could remember, later than half-past ten. I got no answer. I
knocked and called, and still no answer. So not being able to force the
door, I called Thomas from the stables, and together we forced it, and
found him in the shocking way you saw.”
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