“Say, then, my dear sir,” urged he, “say how you would have me serve
you—what you would learn of me—what I can do or say to relieve you?”
“Listen to me first,” replied Captain Barton, with a subdued air, and an
effort to suppress his excitement, “listen to me while I detail the
circumstances of the persecution under which my life has become all but
intolerable—a persecution which has made me fear _death_ and the world
beyond the grave as much as I have grown to hate existence.”
Barton then proceeded to relate the circumstances which I have already
detailed, and then continued:
“This has now become habitual—an accustomed thing. I do not mean the
actual seeing him in the flesh—thank God, _that_ at least is not
permitted daily. Thank God, from the ineffable horrors of that
visitation I have been mercifully allowed intervals of repose, though
none of security; but from the consciousness that a malignant spirit is
following and watching me wherever I go, I have never, for a single
instant, a temporary respite. I am pursued with blasphemies, cries of
despair and appalling hatred. I hear those dreadful sounds called after
me as I turn the corners of the streets; they come in the night-time,
while I sit in my chamber alone; they haunt me everywhere, charging me
with hideous crimes, and—great God!—threatening me with coming
vengeance and eternal misery. Hush! do you hear _that_?” he cried with a
horrible smile of triumph; “there, there, will that convince you?”
The clergyman felt a chill of horror steal over him, while, during the
wail of a sudden gust of wind, he heard, or fancied he heard, the half
articulate sounds of rage and derision mingling in the sough.
“Well, what do you think of _that_?” at length Barton cried, drawing a
long breath through his teeth.
“I heard the wind,” said Doctor ——.
“What should I think of it—what is there remarkable about it?”
“The prince of the powers of the air,” muttered Barton, with a shudder.
“Tut, tut! my dear sir,” said the student, with an effort to reassure
himself; for though it was broad daylight, there was nevertheless
something disagreeably contagious in the nervous excitement under which
his visitor so miserably suffered. “You must not give way to those wild
fancies; you must resist these impulses of the imagination.”
“Ay, ay; ‘resist the devil and he will flee from thee,’” said Barton, in
the same tone; “but _how_ resist him? ay, there it is—there is the rub.
What—_what_ am I to do? what _can_ I do?”
“My dear sir, this _is_ fancy,” said the man of folios; “you are your
own tormentor.”
“No, no, sir—fancy has no part in it,” answered Barton, somewhat
sternly. “Fancy! was it that made you, as well as me, hear, but this
moment, those accents of hell? Fancy, indeed! No, no.”
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