The lady, you may be sure, was not the less interesting on that account.
What a fascination a title exercises upon the imagination! I do not mean
on that of snobs or moral flunkies. Superiority of rank is a powerful
and genuine influence in love. The idea of superior refinement is
associated with it. The careless notice of the squire tells more upon
the heart of the pretty milkmaid, than years of honest Dobbin's manly
devotion, and so on and up. It is an unjust world!
But in this case there was something more. I was conscious of
being good-looking. I really believe I was; and there could be no
mistake about my being nearly six feet high. Why need this lady
have thanked me? Had not her husband, for such I assumed him to
be, thanked me quite enough, and for both? I was instinctively
aware that the lady was looking on me with no unwilling eyes;
and, through her veil, I felt the power of her gaze.
She was now rolling away, with a train of dust behind her wheels,
in the golden sunlight, and a wise young gentleman followed her
with ardent eyes, and sighed profoundly as the distance
increased.
I told the postillions on no account to pass the carriage, but to keep
it steadily in view, and to pull up at whatever posting-house it should
stop at. We were soon in the little town, and the carriage we followed
drew up at the Belle Etoile, a comfortable old inn. They got out of the
carriage and entered the house.
At a leisurely pace we followed. I got down, and mounted the
steps listlessly, like a man quite apathetic and careless.
Audacious as I was, I did not care to inquire in what room I
should find them. I peeped into the apartment to my right, and
then into that on my left. _My_ people were not there.
I ascended the stairs. A drawing-room door stood open. I entered
with the most innocent air in the world. It was a spacious room,
and, beside myself, contained but one living figure--a very
pretty and lady-like one. There was the very bonnet with which I
had fallen in love. The lady stood with her back toward me. I
could not tell whether the envious veil was raised; she was
reading a letter.
I stood for a minute in fixed attention, gazing upon her, in the
vague hope that she might turn about, and give me an opportunity
of seeing her features. She did not; but with a step or two she
placed herself before a little cabriole-table, which stood
against the wall, from which rose a tall mirror, in a tarnished
frame.
I might, indeed, have mistaken it for a picture; for it now
reflected a half-length portrait of a singularly beautiful woman.
She was looking down upon a letter which she held in her slender
fingers, and in which she seemed absorbed.
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