But if my thoughts gave Miss Windus more of this than she fairly
deserved, perhaps Evie Soames got more in another sort than she deserved
either. There was not one of the few stray graces and sweetnesses I had
ever known that did not accrete to and abide about the thought of her.
No generous emotion, no human impulse I had ever experienced, but came
with adoration and rich gifts with which to exalt her. In my heart I
lighted tapers about her image. I did not ask myself whether she had
supplanted my dreams, existed side by side with them, or was indeed my
dreaming made truth. I did not wonder what she might have been in
another man's dreaming, nor whether, apart from the dreaming of some
man, she existed spiritually at all. I only knew that the fire inside
Archie Merridew's fender was not warmer than that central warmth that
seemed to steal (as if there also some bud-sheath had yielded) about my
heart as I pictured again her sapling-straight figure, the flash of her
turning eyes on the landing, and the tone in which she had bidden me
good-night three quarters of an hour before. I leaned back as it were in
some longed-for luxurious resting-place of the heart. I do not know the
origin of the tears that gathered in my eyes.
Suddenly Archie threw the book on to the table and stretched himself. He
gave a yawn and put his feet on the fender.
"Oh, I'm sick of work for to-day!" he said. "When are you going to start
smoking?" he added as he drew out a cigarette-case.
I answered something or other--it didn't matter what, since my lovely
moment had gone with the breaking in of his voice.
"Oh, well!..." he laughed, lighting up. Then, glancing at the blowing
end before throwing his match into the fender, he said: "I say--what a
jolly sort of girl that Miss Soames seems to be!"
As the cold of a spring night freezes the newly mounting sap of a tree,
so I felt some sweet and vigorous change suddenly arrested in my heart.
"Wh-who?" I said. I had to make two attempts at it.
He laughed.
"Oh, of course--I forgot, girls don't interest you. Like your not
smoking, I suppose. Hadn't noticed there were any girls at the
college--only see text-books and Remingtons.... Well, not to spring it on
you too suddenly, there _are_ four girls there, three of 'em rather
sticks, but the fourth a ripper. What a rum chap you are!" he concluded
with another laugh.
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