when, at half-past twelve, they clashed to the iron gates of the
public-house and turned the topers out into the street, to fraternise or
quarrel for half-an-hour or more beneath my window.
But we worked more in Archie Merridew's rooms than in mine. "Rooms" is
correct here. He had the whole top floor of a house near the Foundling
Hospital, a pretty house with a fan-lighted ivy-green door, early
Georgian, a brightly twinkling brass knocker and bellpulls, and a
white-washed area inside the railings to make the basement lighter. His
folks lived at Guildford; his father paid his rent for him, thirty-eight
pounds a year; and his pleasant quarters under the roof had everything
that mine hadn't--he could sit outside on the coped leads when the
weather was hot, draw up cosily to a fireplace shaped something like a
Queen Anne teapot when it was cold, and the ceiling, truncated along one
side, didn't begin to turn red and green the moment the twilight came.
It gives me a shiver to think how atrociously poor I was in those days.
More and more of that too comes back with the half-forgotten shorthand.
I don't mean that I've ever forgotten that I used to be poor; it's the
depth and degradation I mean and that--this will seem odd to you
presently, as it seems suddenly odd to me as I write it--that memory is
still more horrible to me than anything else I have ever known. My
having got rich since doesn't wipe it out. If I were to become as rich
as Rockefeller I should never forget the rages of envy, black and deep
and bitter, that used sometimes to take me when I thought of Archie
Merridew's circumstances and my own.
I have got riches as I have got everything else--_everything_--I ever
wanted, by attention to detail. You'll probably agree with me by-and-by
that by "attention to detail" I mean rather more than most men do when
they give this advice to young men about to start in life. I remember
they used to give us, as it were, the empty form and shell of this maxim
at the Business College, the place in Holborn Archie and I attended; but
you've got to have been down into the pit and come back again before you
realise the terrible force there is in these truisms. And no less in
doing things than undoing them afterwards (when that has been necessary)
have I planned to the very last _minutiæ_. If I have never seemed a
particularly busy man, that has been because I have always disliked
being seen in the act of doing a thing. And where I have passed my trail
is obliterated.
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