You see that I was quite deliberately listening. I am not putting on any
airs about it. I might have been Polwhele. I wanted to know, so I
listened. I did more than listen too. I watched. I knew that the shelves
were only half full on the other side; only a screen of stout wire
separated the books facing one way from those facing the other; and by
pulling out a book or two on my side I should probably find a
peephole.... Very softly I pulled three or four out, found my opening
and looked. Miss Causton appeared to be standing with her back towards
me; I couldn't see her; but I could see Miss Windus, sitting on the
library ladder holding its short staff, with her plaid skirt pulled
tightly about one carrot-shaped thigh.
They began to talk again.
"And another thing that makes me _quite_ sure, dear! She's going to
young Merridew's next week-end!"
"Oh!..."
"Don't be absurd. You know what I mean. To his parents', of course; they
live in Guildford.... Not that _she_ told me, oh no! Not her ladyship!"
"Who did, then?"
"Not her, though I gave her _every_ chance! Six months ago she'd have
told me like a shot, but we're getting so blessed artful these days!...
He told me."
"Then it doesn't look as if it _was_ the Baboon?"
"Oh, I daresay she'll leave you your Baboon if you want him."
"Thanks. I think I should know which way to turn in _that_ case," Miss
Causton replied evenly. "Coming?"
And they left the bay together.
It was by this admirable piece of Rixon Tebb & Masters' work that I
learned what, it appeared, I had been watching too closely to see.
VI
I had intended in any case to spend the remainder of that evening with
Archie Merridew. Mingled with my restlessness there had been a tremulous
sensitiveness that had culminated half-an-hour before in a fit of
satanic pride. Lately (I had decided) it had come to be taken rather too
much as a matter of course that our frequent adjournments after the
evening class should be always to his quarters and never, or hardly
ever, to mine. I had quite enough to bear without further gratuitous
rubs of that kind, and I had resolved that I would make myself his host
that evening though he had lived in a mansion and I in a sty.
But after what I had so altogether discreditably overheard now I had
fifty other reasons for wishing him to come along with me. Almost every
sentence that had been spoken on the other side of that bay of books had
contained a reason. But I realised that before I could trust myself to
face him I must swallow the anger that crowded thickly into my throat.
There was nothing to gain and everything to lose by letting him see my
rage. So I walked back into the empty senior classroom, there to remain
until I should have got the worst of it over.
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