And another time she actually came to me with tickets for one of her
"hops," and pointed out to me that I should be saving a shilling by
taking both a pink ticket as well as a blue one.
But while these were the results of my whispered false intelligence on
Miss Windus and Miss Causton and Miss Levey, the results on Evie Soames
were both foreseen and unforeseen. I had foreseen that it would give me
a new liberty with her; but I had not foreseen that she, and not I,
would be the first to take advantage of that liberty. It came to me
entirely as a surprise that she should see no reason why, if my heart
was engaged, she should not speak of it as a matter of course to
myself.
This, to my great confusion, she did.
It was in the small back room that we called the library, among the
book-shelves and glass-cases of mimeographs and gelatine copiers and
patent tills, that she did so. I had seen her talking to Weston in the
empty lecture-room as I had passed through to restore a book to its
place--a new translation of "Schmoller on the Mercantile System," I
remember it was--and she had turned as I had passed. I think she had
been a little nervous about the pretty little exhibition she intended.
It wouldn't surprise me in the least to learn that she had actually
practised the words she was going to use, and I am quite sure she meant
to go through it creditably. My lady was even then looking forward to
the time when, on a small scale or a large one, she would have to do
these things. So she followed me into the library, and, with one slender
hand on the iron ball-arm of the copying press under the gas said her
little piece.
"Oh, Mr Jeffries!... I hear I have to congratulate you!"
For a moment I did not take her meaning. Then it dawned on me, and I
felt a quick constriction of my heart that was both bliss and pain.
"Oh?... On--on what?" I asked. I couldn't help stammering a little over
it.
She wore a brown cloth tailor-made costume and a thick knitted cap of
white wool; and the shadow of this cap over her large eyes was not so
deep but that I saw the almost reproachful look in them. It was almost
as if she echoed: "'On what?' Can such a wonderful thing have happened
to you and you ask 'On what?'"
"On this we hear of your engagement," she replied, looking down at her
toes. "It's--it's true, isn't it?"
For the second time I felt my facile invention sitting somewhat less
easily on me. I stammered again, while she, I am quite sure,
misattributed my embarrassment.
"Who told you that?"
At that she was sweetly arch.
"Oh, a little bird, Mr Jeffries! Don't tell me it isn't true--it would
be almost--almost like bad luck----"
"Bad luck?" I repeated foolishly.
"I mean, like wearing your wedding dress before the day, or something
like that--congratulating you too soon, I mean----"
By this time I had collected my thoughts. "It isn't true," I said.
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