"Oh, Jeffries! I'm sorry to say--glad in one sense of course--that
Professor Hitchcock will be taking the class again next Friday. The
college wishes--wishes to thank you for stopping the gap as you have
done. It's been most obliging of you."
I said something--I was glad Hitchcock was better, I said.
"Yes--er--he's quite well again now--quite on his feet again," said the
secretary-bird. "And--er--Jeffries--I'm exceedingly sorry, but I've a
rather unpleasant duty to perform."
I was utterly mystified. "What is it now?" I demanded almost roughly.
"It's that the Board is of opinion--has come to the conclusion--that
consisting as we do of younger students than yourself--it would be of
advantage--perhaps of advantage to you too if--if----"
I helped him out. "If I don't come again?"
"I wished to break it gently to you--but that _is_ the substance of it,"
he stammered.
Curious....
"Thank you, Weston," I said. "I quite understand. Will you please tell
them that I didn't ask for any explanation?"
Exceedingly curious....
"Yes, yes, yes," he murmured sympathetically.
"Now," I said to myself some minutes later, as I descended the stairs,
"it only requires Miss Angela to turn me down."
I walked to Woburn Place, and there asked a Swiss boy if I might see
Miss Angela. Archie's friend Mr Shoto passed me as I waited in the hall,
but I did not speak to him. After some minutes the Swiss boy returned.
His answer was what I expected. Miss Soames had a nervous headache, and
asked to be excused from seeing me.
And all, I thought with amazement as I turned away, because for a week
or two I had worn a sky-blue uniform!
IV
That division of me into two men that I have said dated from the time
when Kitty told me of Evie's engagement to Archie Merridew was, in a
sense, no new thing. I had felt it in some measure before, when I had
deliberately avoided Archie that I might give my anger its head and had
smiled in his face again when the fit had worked itself out. I had
striven, too, to stand between him and the black rages he and my general
circumstances had provoked.
But no sooner had the words, that Evie was now definitely engaged, come
from Kitty's lips than I knew this division to be complete and
irrevocable. Even did he withdraw in time he had still contemplated it;
and in my soul I did not now believe he would withdraw. "The Devil was
sick, the Devil a Saint would be." And I knew at last who his friend in
Store Street was. A name, seen on a medicine bottle in his room, had
leaped into my memory. His "friend" was some obscure practitioner of a
doctor.
So I now became as the Giant in the story, who was so exquisitely cloven
from head to middle by the magic blade that he did not feel the wound
that was his death. "Cut, then!" he laughed. "Shake yourself," he was
told. And he fell in twain.
A shake, and I too should fall in twain.
I will now tell you how I got that shake.
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