Thinking over my sudden ostracism in Pettinger's house that night I only
became more and more mystified. That the Business College should no
longer require me I could understand--for snobbery plays a terrible part
in business. That Kitty had reproached me for my lack of trust in her
about my commissionaire's post was also easily to be accounted for. Miss
Angela might in truth have had a headache and have begged to be excused
from receiving me. But that Evie should turn against me was
inexplicable. It contradicted every tradition of her upbringing. My
being forced into a humble, but not ignoble, occupation could never have
made this difference in her. If anything in the whole business could be
taken as a certainty, that could. And so the more I thought about it the
more sure I became that, though I myself might conceal my real reason
for wishing to see Archie Merridew by giving out that I merely wanted to
remonstrate with him about his chattering, others were using that very
giving-out as a screen for something I was in total ignorance of.
Kitty's timorousness returned to me; I believed now that she had
actually been trying to tell me something else, whatever it was; and so
I tossed and turned on my pillow, vainly racking my brain.
I finally decided to have it out with both Kitty and Archie on the
morrow.
I went up to town the next morning, and walked straight to the Business
College. I did not wish, after what I had been told the night before, to
go up, so I found an office boy on one of the lower floors and sent him
up with word that somebody would like to see Miss Windus. Then I waited,
just inside the Holburn entrance.
In a few minutes she came down, hatted and gloved. Her face looked old;
her eyes were dull, and almost closed--with weeping, I was instantly
sure; and she touched my sleeve almost as if she feared I might shake
her hand off again.
"I thought it would be you," she said, in a dull voice. "Let's have a
walk. I've something to say."
We walked without speaking along Holborn, and presently turned into the
little courtyard of Staple's Inn. We sat down on the bench that
surrounds the tree in the middle.
She had broken into speech almost before we sat down. It was as if she
feared that if she did not get it out at once she would not speak at
all. She was intensely agitated.
"Jeff," she said, "I've wronged you--cruelly and basely."
I did not smile at the melodramatic little phrase. I had not the ghost
of an idea what she meant, but that something was impending I was
already aware.
"I saw you didn't know last night," she went on. "This morning?"
It was a question. "I'm no wiser this morning," I said.
"You asked me where I was going last night."
"I did."
"Can you guess why when--when I tell you it was to Louie Causton's?"
I shook my head.
"Even then I cannot guess."
Then she began to tremble. She grasped the edge of the seat with her
hand so that I should not see how she shook.
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