“It is not good,” she said slowly, “but it is not all bad. There is my
mother here, and no harm will come to me—unless indeed I die of pure
joy. Go thou to thy work and think no troublesome thoughts. When the
days are done I believe ... nay, I am sure. And—and then I shall lay
_him_ in thy arms, and thou wilt love me for ever. The train goes
to-night, at midnight is it not? Go now, and do not let thy heart be
heavy by cause of me. But thou wilt not delay in returning? Thou wilt
not stay on the road to talk to the bold white _mem-log_. Come back to
me swiftly, my life.”
As he left the courtyard to reach his horse that was tethered to the
gate-post, Holden spoke to the white-haired old watchman who guarded the
house, and bade him under certain contingencies despatch the filled-up
telegraph-form that Holden gave him. It was all that could be done, and
with the sensations of a man who has attended his own funeral Holden
went away by the night mail to his exile. Every hour of the day he
dreaded the arrival of the telegram, and every hour of the night he
pictured to himself the death of Ameera. In consequence his work for the
State was not of first-rate quality, nor was his temper towards his
colleagues of the most amiable. The fortnight ended without a sign from
his home, and, torn to pieces by his anxieties, Holden returned to be
swallowed up for two precious hours by a dinner at the club, wherein he
heard, as a man hears in a swoon, voices telling him how execrably he
had performed the other man’s duties, and how he had endeared himself to
all his associates. Then he fled on horseback through the night with his
heart in his mouth. There was no answer at first to his blows on the
gate, and he had just wheeled his horse round to kick it in when Pir
Khan appeared with a lantern and held his stirrup.
“Has aught occurred?” said Holden.
“The news does not come from my mouth, Protector of the Poor, but——” He
held out his shaking hand as befitted the bearer of good news who is
entitled to a reward.
Holden hurried through the courtyard. A light burned in the upper room.
His horse neighed in the gateway, and he heard a shrill little wail that
sent all the blood into the apple of his throat. It was a new voice, but
it did not prove that Ameera was alive.
“Who is there?” he called up the narrow brick staircase.
There was a cry of delight from Ameera, and then the voice of the
mother, tremulous with old age and pride—“We be two women
and—the—man—thy—son.”
On the threshold of the room Holden stepped on a naked dagger, that was
laid there to avert ill-luck, and it broke at the hilt under his
impatient heel.
“God is great!” cooed Ameera in the half-light. “Thou hast taken his
misfortunes on thy head.”
“Ay, but how is it with thee, life of my life? Old woman, how is it with
her?”
“She has forgotten her sufferings for joy that the child is born. There
is no harm; but speak softly,” said the mother.
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