I went into Hindustan at the end of two months—to Cherat. I was gone
twelve days only; but I had said that I would be fifteen days absent.
This I did to try her, for it is written: “Trust not the incapable.”
Coming up the gorge alone in the falling of the light, I heard the voice
of a man singing at the door of my house; and it was the voice of Daoud
Shah, and the song that he sang was “_Dray wara yow dee_”—“All three are
one.” It was as though a heel-rope had been slipped round my heart and
all the Devils were drawing it tight past endurance. I crept silently up
the hill-road, but the fuse of my matchlock was wetted with the rain,
and I could not slay Daoud Shah from afar. Moreover, it was in my mind
to kill the woman also. Thus he sang, sitting outside my house, and,
anon, the woman opened the door, and I came nearer, crawling on my belly
among the rocks. I had only my knife to my hand. But a stone slipped
under my foot, and the two looked down the hillside, and he, leaving his
matchlock, fled from my anger, because he was afraid for the life that
was in him. But the woman moved not till I stood in front of her,
crying: “O woman, what is this that thou hast done?” And she, void of
fear, though she knew my thought, laughed, saying: “It is a little
thing. I loved him, and _thou_ art a dog and cattle-thief coming by
night. Strike!” And I, being still blinded by her beauty, for, O my
friend, the women of the Abazai are very fair, said: “Hast thou no
fear?” And she answered: “None—but only the fear that I do not die.”
Then said I: “Have no fear.” And she bowed her head, and I smote it off
at the neck-bone so that it leaped between my feet. Thereafter the rage
of our people came upon me, and I hacked off the breasts, that the men
of Little Malikand might know the crime, and cast the body into the
water-course that flows to the Kabul river. _Dray wara yow dee! Dray
wara yow dee!_ The body without the head, the soul without light, and my
own darkling heart—all three are one—all three are one!
That night, making no halt, I went to Ghor and demanded news of Daoud
Shah. Men said: “He is gone to Pubbi for horses. What wouldst thou of
him? There is peace between the villages.” I made answer: “Aye! The
peace of treachery and the love that the Devil Atala bore to Gurel.” So
I fired thrice into the gate and laughed and went my way.
In those hours, brother and friend of my heart’s heart, the moon and the
stars were as blood above me, and in my mouth was the taste of dry
earth. Also, I broke no bread, and my drink was the rain of the Valley
of Ghor upon my face.
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