In Both WorldsHolcombe, William H. (William Henry)
Religion
In Both Worlds
Holcombe, William H. (William Henry)
Lazarus, of Bethany, Saint -- Fiction
He made no reply, but stared fixedly at me. Not a muscle of his face
moved. No ray of emotion was visible on his features. He seemed to be as
deaf and dumb as a statue. I might as well have appealed to a tiger or a
crocodile for pity. I was about to repeat my supplication, but his look
appalled me; and I sank, pale, rigid and stupefied under the old spell of
fascination.
There was no hope.
Let no one suppose that this instance of cruelty is incredible. Its
hereditary germ is concealed in our hearts. It begins developing in the
child when he tortures the dumb creatures in his power. To delight in
witnessing pain is the basest and most infernal of all our passions; but
it is common enough. Every court, every camp, every government, and alas!
almost every religion in the world, has its secret records which could
unfold tales of horror worse even than this. Man invested with
irresponsible power, is naturally a tyrant; and the difference between a
tyrant and a devil consists only in their different degrees of
development.
I learned, moreover, in the spiritual world the singular fact, that men or
women addicted to sensual pleasures unregulated by religious ideas,
however kind and gentle they may seem, have in their hearts a tendency to
the most direful cruelties which rarely come to the surface in this world,
but which rage in hell with unabating fury.
One morning a wonderful thing occurred. How small a thing may seem
wonderful to those who are shut out from the sweet presences of man and
nature!
On taking the bread and water out of the basket, I found a delicate little
rose-bud at the bottom of it. Let those who see every day a thousand
flowers in the golden palaces of the spring, pity and excuse the frantic
pleasure which this tiny one gave to a poor prisoner, who had been shut up
for months in darkness, surrounded by stone walls and demons.
I seized the sweet messenger of love, for such I construed it to be;
strained my eyes in the twilight to discover the green and crimson of its
livery; and imagined that its delicate perfume was a little voice
whispering to me of pity and of succor. I wept over it. I kissed it. I
invested it with life. I called it Mercury, Iris, Hebe, Cupid, Apollo—as a
child endows her doll with vitality, speaks to it, caresses it, nurses it.
Perhaps all nature would be alive to us if our hearts were only childlike.
This flower was a link that reconnected me with the great world above, so
long lost to me. It was a delicate thread that led me up into the open air
under the blue sky, and out into the green fields and into the gardens
where the winds wrestled playfully with the trees, and all the flowers
ducked their little heads at the great rough sport of the larger
creatures. The beautiful forms and colors of a luxuriant nature rushed
upon me with a ravishing sweetness. My memory and imagination were
stimulated into rosy life. I wept for joy.
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