In Both WorldsHolcombe, William H. (William Henry)
Religion
In Both Worlds
Holcombe, William H. (William Henry)
Lazarus, of Bethany, Saint -- Fiction
The secret of all this happiness was, that the rose-bud reconnected me
with my fellow-men. Some one had got hold of the basket who knew my sad
story, pitied my fate, and had sent me a message of comfort. I was
confirmed in this idea when I broke open my loaf of bread; for I found a
slice of meat concealed within it, juicy and delicious. This was the first
variation from my diet of slow starvation. It was clearly the secret,
cautious work of a friend. Help was coming; my heart danced with hope.
This little event shed still greater light and blessing upon me. My mind
became clear; my memory acute; the fear of madness left me. My past
sufferings seemed like a dream. With hope I received new life, new
courage. When Magistus came, I found that I was freed from the spell of
his fascination. I did not look at him. I sat down immediately underneath
his window. I repeated comforting verses of Scripture to myself until he
went away.
That day was spent in the most delicious castle-building. At night I
slept, but was visited by a disagreeable dream. I thought Magistus had
taken my rose-bud from me, and buried it in the ground; and I awoke with a
great cry, for I suddenly remembered that what we had called the rose-bud
was my sister Mary.
How eagerly I watched the next descent of the basket, for more comfort,
more tokens of love, more hope! It came; but there was in it only bread
and water. My heart sank within me. I would have called out loudly to my
unseen friend, to know why I was deserted; but I feared my unseen enemy;
for I felt certain that Magistus always watched the person who let down
the basket.
Magistus came as usual; and I sat, not noticing him, underneath the
window. He seemed annoyed at my indifference. He shifted his position
often and stayed a great while. He missed the pleasure of contemplating
his work in my ghastly and pallid face.
The same things occurred the next day and the next. No more flowers; no
more meat; no messages; no hopes; only bread, water and Magistus. Was it
all a hallucination? Again I began to sicken and despair.
One morning the basket came down with only bread in it. No water! I knew
it was a sentence of death. Magistus was revenging my escape from the
fascination of his evil eye. Before night I began to feel the horrors of
thirst. Awful sensation! I dreamed of water; of the fountain in my
father’s courtyard; of the blue Ægean near Athens, so soft, so beautiful;
of the Salt Sea and the tent of Barabbas; of the snow-fields and icebergs
of the frozen zone in the world of spirits.
All, all depended on the next descent of the little basket. I watched its
coming as a prisoner listens to the voice of the judge, for life or death.
Alas! bread alone; no water. Torture, madness, death, were now inevitable.
I took out the loaf, which somehow or other seemed heavier than usual. To
my amazement, the basket did not rise, but was jerked impatiently up and
down by the person holding the cord.
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