Short stories; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Farmer Jordan cast a shrewd eye over the premises. They wore that patient,
sad, exhumed look which old farm-buildings are apt to have in early spring.
The roofs were black with rain, and brightened with patches of green moss.
Farmer Jordan instinctively calculated how many “bunches o' shingle” would
be required to rescue them from the decline into which they had fallen,
indicated by these hectic green spots.
“Wal, the Lord calls most of us to stay at home and look after things, such
weather as this. Good plantin' weather; good weather for breakin' ground;
fust-rate weather for millin'! This is a reg'lar miller's rain, Uncle
Tommy. You'd ought to be takin' advantage of it. I've got a grist back
here; wish ye could manage to let me have it when I come back from store.”
The grist was ground and delivered before Friend Barton went in to his
supper that night. Dorothy Barton had been mixing bread, and was wiping her
white arms and hands on the roller towel by the kitchen door, as her father
stamped and scraped his feet on the stones outside.
“There! I do believe I forgot to toll neighbor Jordan's rye,” he said, as
he gave a final rub on the broom Dorothy handed out to him. “It's wonderful
how careless I get!”
“Well, father, I don't suppose thee'd ever forget, and toll a grist twice!”
“I believe I've been mostly preserved from mistakes of that kind,” said
Friend Barton gently. “Well, well! To be sure,” he continued musingly. “It
may be the Lord who stays my hand from gathering profit unto myself while
his lambs go unfed.”
Dorothy put her hands on her father's shoulders: she was almost as tall as
he, and could look into his patient, troubled eyes.
“Father, I know what thee is thinking of, but do think long. It will be a
hard year; the boys ought to go to school; and mother is so feeble!”
Friend Barton's “concern” kept him awake that night. His wife watched by
his side, giving no sign, lest her wakeful presence should disturb his
silent wrestlings. The tall, cherry-wood clock in the entry measured the
hours, as they passed, with its slow, dispassionate tick.
At two o'clock Rachel Barton was awakened from her first sleep of weariness
by her husband's voice, whispering heavily in the darkness.
“My way is hedged up! I see no way to go forward. Lord, strengthen my
patience, that I murmur not, after all I have seen of thy goodness. I find
daily bread is very desirable; want and necessity are painful to nature;
but shall I follow Thee for the sake of the loaves, or will it do to
forsake Thee in times of emptiness and abasement?”
There was silence again, and restless tossings and sighings continued the
struggle.
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