In furthest Ind : $b The narrative of Mr Edward Carlyon of the honourable East India Company's serviceGrier, Sydney C.
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In furthest Ind : $b The narrative of Mr Edward Carlyon of the honourable East India Company's service
Grier, Sydney C.
British -- India -- Fiction; East India Company -- Fiction; India -- Fiction
“Sir,” says he, “the agreeableness of your discourse hath left me
longing for this day since last I saw you. You did bestow upon me then
new life, and yet I han’t never ceased teasing myself with questions
that I should have asked of you, but had forgot. You can’t tell, sir,
what it is to me to hear credible intelligence from one that hath
himself seen my friends. During these four years I have taught myself
to regard Mademoiselle de Tourvel almost as though she were dead, so
entirely did she seem lost to me, but your coming has awakened again
in me such a flood of thoughts as that I can scarce contain myself for
eagerness to get some satisfaction of ’em.”
And with that he poured out such a throng of questions touching Madam
Heliodora that I was moved almost to tears to perceive how he must
have noted and remembered every particular of her daily life. And
perceiving from my answers, as I suspect, the respect and admiration
that possessed me towards this noble lady, he did open his heart to me
still further, discoursing upon her many perfections in a strain of
such lofty and yet tender eulogy, as I had never imagined outside the
covers of a romance, so that I, listening, felt more than ever ashamed
of the cursed presumption of my behaviour, since I had gone so far
(though only in my own mind) as to disparage my lady for her
insensibility towards me. What chance, pray, had I had, even though I
had been as worthy of my lady as I was in reality unworthy, to gain a
heart garrisoned with the remembrance of such a love as this? And here
the viscount, seeing in my countenance how deeply I was moved, looked
upon me sadly, though without any bitterness, and said--
“Ah, sir, sure you are happier than I, for you have seen her later.
Was ever so much beauty and virtue enclosed before in a single form?
Can you wonder that her image is impressed upon my heart, and that
since I can’t behold my lady herself, I seize the occasion to
discourse with one that hath both seen and spoke with her? You are
free to depart, you may perhaps enjoy the felicity of beholding her
once more, though you have remained insensible to her perfections,
while I, to whom she is as much as all the world, must stay here a
prisoner.”
And with that he left speaking, and remained for some time plunged in
melancholy, while I considered his words, though not without some
pain, and took counsel with myself whether I might in any way help
him. And venturing to interrupt his melancholical musings by declaring
respectfully my desire and readiness to assist him, he looked up with
his usual cheerfulness, and answered--
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