In furthest Ind : $b The narrative of Mr Edward Carlyon of the honourable East India Company's serviceGrier, Sydney C.
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In furthest Ind : $b The narrative of Mr Edward Carlyon of the honourable East India Company's service
Grier, Sydney C.
British -- India -- Fiction; East India Company -- Fiction; India -- Fiction
“Sir, you have very much helped me already, and do continue to help me
so long as you are good enough to speak to me of my lady and to let me
speak with you of her. I don’t know why I should thus burden you with
my sad and passionate humours, but I have feared now and again lest I
should go mad through having none with whom I might speak on this
topic, and in you I find always a sympathy that encourages me to
continue.”
Methought that I might well have sympathy with him, since my case was
even worse than his own; but this I did not say, only declaring to him
that whatever I might do for his comfort should be done, and
entreating him to take courage and look confidently for deliverance
and enlargement. And this he did, following my counsel with a very
childlike and perfect trust in God that moved me to admiration, since
he strove always to accustom himself to the will of Providence, and
would pass quickly from despondency to comfort, reminding himself of
the many blessings he enjoyed that one in his situation could not have
looked for nor expected.
And this I may as well say now as afterwards--viz., that that which
time led me most to admire in this gentleman was that he bare all
untoward chances with a great patience, receiving them as from the
hand of God, which at first did much surprise me; for my bane in life
hath ever been a certain heat and rashness, such as hath carried me on
without reflection to do deeds that had been better undone. And these
deeds once done, ’twas natural to me to sit down in a sort of
sullenness and as it were pagan resignation, as who should say, _’Tis
done now, and can’t be undone. Let Fortune do her worst. ’Tis naught
to me._ But the viscount was wont to take the buffets of fate most
calmly, as though they were but parts of a lesson that it should be
well for him to learn, and to strange chances and vicissitudes he
endeavoured always to fit himself, since it was God’s will for him to
undergo them. And I once making him some compliment upon the firmness
and constancy of his carriage, “Mr Carlyon,” says he, “you don’t know
what it is to belong to an oppressed people. In France we Hugonots are
thankful if it be permitted us to breathe in peace, and we are glad to
seize upon any opportunity of quiet living that offers itself without
dishonour. ’Tis a good school for the teaching contentment.”
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