In furthest Ind : $b The narrative of Mr Edward Carlyon of the honourable East India Company's serviceGrier, Sydney C.
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In furthest Ind : $b The narrative of Mr Edward Carlyon of the honourable East India Company's service
Grier, Sydney C.
British -- India -- Fiction; East India Company -- Fiction; India -- Fiction
And I, truly, agreed with him in this, yet must you not think that he
was one of those poor and feeble spirits that seek any shelter rather
than face the storm. Of his exploits as a soldier and a captain I need
not speak, for all the world knows on’t, yet this I would say,--that
in all the rubs and petty trials of that adventure which we did
afterwards undertake together, I found him to be at once a most daring
and experienced leader, and also the most cheerful and pleasant
companion that ever a man had. Of his bravery at this time I will
speak in its place, but so indifferent was he to all the praise and
credit offered him later upon the matter, that he would put it aside
with a laugh, and profess himself to dislike that topic. In a word, he
proved himself to me the kindest and sprightliest of _cameradoes_, and
this none the less that in ignorance of the cause I had for sadness,
he did discourse to me continually regarding her that was the reason
on’t, and look for me to declare my sympathy with him. But in all that
I saw of him (and this wan’t little, since he did speedily made it his
custom, without any pretext of business, to spend great part of every
day discoursing with me at my lodging in the _caravan-serawe_) I
perceived only the more clearly how much better he was fitted than I
to awaken the love of Madam Heliodora, and called myself dolt and fool
for my ever imagining that I could prevail against him. Also the more
I felt my inferiority compared with him, the more I found myself
possessed with a prodigious affection for him, and a desire to do what
I might for the restoring so excellent a person to the happiness he so
well deserved. And this without prejudice to my own resentiments[121]
towards her ladyship; for so sadly and yet so tenderly did I feel
towards her now, when I saw my love to be without any disguise
altogether hopeless, that it seemed to me I would fain see these two
happy, and would then be willing to die. But in thinking thus I was
ignorant of my own self.
And now I did begin to cudgel my brains for to discover in what manner
I might effect the escape of the viscount from this city, and his safe
conveying to some port whence he might take ship for France. And first
I spake concerning this to our friend the physician, that had first
made the viscount known to me; but to my no small surprise, as soon as
ever I had opened the matter to him, he clapped his hands to his ears,
and cried, as though in great fear--
“Don’t speak on’t to me, sir, I entreat you. I am in his majesty’s
confidence, and can’t listen to anything that might touch his state. I
don’t dare meddle in this matter of yours further than to counsel you
most strongly against making any such attempt to carry our friend out
of the city. ’Tis my only hope, to be able to say truly that I know
naught of your plan, and did also scout most vehemently the very
suggestion on’t.”
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