Buddhism; Folklore -- Japan; Japan -- Social life and customs
“My great mistake was in having introduced you to her; for it seems
that she fell in love with you at once. I am afraid that you must have
said something to encourage this affection—when you were in that little
room together. At all events, I saw how she felt towards you; and then
I became uneasy,—fearing that her father might come to hear of the
matter, and lay the whole blame upon me. So—to be quite frank with
you,—I decided that it would be better not to call upon you; and I
purposely stayed away for a long time. But, only a few days ago,
happening to visit Iijima’s house, I heard, to my great surprise, that
his daughter had died, and that her servant O-Yoné had also died. Then,
remembering all that had taken place, I knew that the young lady must
have died of love for you…. [_Laughing_] Ah, you are really a sinful
fellow! Yes, you are! [_Laughing_] Isn’t it a sin to have been born so
handsome that the girls die for love of you?[2] [_Seriously_] Well, we
must leave the dead to the dead. It is no use to talk further about the
matter;—all that you now can do for her is to repeat the Nembutsu[3]….
Good-bye.”
[2] Perhaps this conversation may seem strange to the Western reader;
but it is true to life. The whole of the scene is characteristically
Japanese.
[3] The invocation _Namu Amida Butsu!_ (“Hail to the Buddha
Amitâbha!”),—repeated, as a prayer, for the sake of the dead.
And the old man retired hastily,—anxious to avoid further converse
about the painful event for which he felt himself to have been
unwittingly responsible.
III
Shinzaburō long remained stupefied with grief by the news of O-Tsuyu’s
death. But as soon as he found himself again able to think clearly, he
inscribed the dead girl’s name upon a mortuary tablet, and placed the
tablet in the Buddhist shrine of his house, and set offerings before
it, and recited prayers. Every day thereafter he presented offerings,
and repeated the _Nembutsu;_ and the memory of O-Tsuyu was never absent
from his thought.
Nothing occurred to change the monotony of his solitude before the time
of the Bon,—the great Festival of the Dead,—which begins upon the
thirteenth day of the seventh month. Then he decorated his house, and
prepared everything for the festival;—hanging out the lanterns that
guide the returning spirits, and setting the food of ghosts on the
_shōryōdana_, or Shelf of Souls. And on the first evening of the Bon,
after sun-down, he kindled a small lamp before the tablet of O-Tsuyu,
and lighted the lanterns.
The night was clear, with a great moon,—and windless, and very warm.
Shinzaburō sought the coolness of his veranda. Clad only in a light
summer-robe, he sat there thinking, dreaming, sorrowing;—sometimes
fanning himself; sometimes making a little smoke to drive the
mosquitoes away. Everything was quiet. It was a lonesome neighborhood,
and there were few passers-by. He could hear only the soft rushing of a
neighboring stream, and the shrilling of night-insects.
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