Spain -- History -- Carlist War, 1833-1840 -- Fiction
Conyngham glanced at his companion again. Horner’s eyes had the hard
look that comes from hopelessness; his lips were dry and white. He wore
the air of one whose stake in the game of life was heavy, who played that
game nervously. For this was an ambitious man with wife and child whom
he loved. Conyngham’s attitude towards Fate was in strong contrast. He
held his head up and faced the world without encumbrance, without a
settled ambition, without any sense of responsibility at all. The
sharp-eyed dog on the hearthrug looked from one to the other. A moment
before, the atmosphere of the room had been one of ease and comfortable
assurance—an atmosphere that some men, without any warrant or the
justification of personal success or distinction, seem to carry with them
through life. Since Horner had crossed the threshold the ceaseless hum
of the streets seemed to be nearer, the sound of it louder in the room;
the restlessness of that great strife stirred the air. The fox terrier
laid himself on the hearthrug again, but instead of sleeping watched his
two human companions.
Conyngham filled his pipe. He turned to the table where the matchbox
stood at his elbow, took it up, rattled it, and laid it down. He pressed
the tobacco hard with his thumb, and, turning to Horner, said sharply:
‘What is it?’
‘I don’t know yet; ruin, I think.’
‘Nonsense, man!’ said Conyngham cheerily. ‘There is no such thing in
this world. At least, the jolliest fellows I know are bankrupts, or no
better. Look at me: never a brief; literary contributions returned with
thanks; balance at the bank, seventeen pounds ten shillings; balance in
hand, none; debts, the Lord only knows! Look at me! I’m happy enough.’
‘Yes, you’re a lonely devil.’
Conyngham looked at his friend with inquiry in his gay eyes.
‘Ah! perhaps so. I live alone, if that is what you mean. But as for
being lonely—no, hang it! I have plenty of friends, especially at
dividend time.’
‘You have nobody depending on you,’ said Horner with the irritability of
sorrow.
‘Because nobody is such a fool. On the other hand, I have nobody to care
a twopenny curse what becomes of me. Same thing, you see, in the end.
Come, man, cheer up. Tell me what is wrong. Seventeen pounds ten
shillings is not exactly wealth, but if you want it you know it is there,
eh?’
‘I do not want it, thanks,’ replied the other. ‘Seventeen hundred would
be no good to me.’
He paused, biting his under lip and staring with hard eyes into the fire.
‘Read that,’ he said at length, and handed Conyngham a cutting from a
daily newspaper.
The younger man read, without apparent interest, an account of the
Chester-le-Street meeting, and the subsequent attack on Sir John
Pleydell’s house.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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