He bent down his head to her, and she came close to his ear:
"_Will, I love you, and if I could I would be your wife to-morrow._"
"And you will kiss me, too," he said.
He felt a slight, warm touch on his lips; and when he raised his head
his face was quite white, and his eyes were wild.
"Why, we _are_ to be married to-morrow!" he said. "It will be about
eleven when I reach the church, and I shall walk up and down between the
empty pews until you come. I see the whole thing now—you walking in at
the door with your friends, your dear eyes a little frightened, looking
at me as if you wanted me to take you away at once from among the
people. Then we shall be off, dearest, sharp and fast, up to your
house; you will hurry to change your things, and then, with a good-bye
to everybody, we are off—we two, you and I, Annie, away anywhere, so
that we may be alone together. And I wish to God, Annie, that you and I
were lying down there beneath that water, dead and drowned!"
They had come to the river—the broad smooth river, with the wonderful
breadths of soft light upon it, and the dark olive-green shadows of the
sombre wharves and buildings on the other side.
"Will, Will, you frighten me so!" she said, clinging to his arm.
"You needn’t be frightened," he said, sadly. "I am only telling you
what might happen. Can’t you see all these things when you try to see
them? For many a night past—ever since the evening we spent overlooking
the Rhine—I have seen that marriage-scene before my eyes, and it is
always you who are there. You remember that evening when you sate up in
the balcony, among the vine-leaves, with the moon hanging up over the
river? There’s a German song I once heard that warns you never to go
near the Rhine, because life is too sweet there; and we have been there,
and have received the curse of this discontent and undying regret."
Then he broke out into a bitter laugh.
"We were to be lovers; and this is pretty lovers’ talk."
"You really do frighten me, Will," she said. "I never saw you look so
before. Oh, my dear, don’t be so very, very sad and despairing, for I
have nothing to comfort you with—not even one poor word; and it seems so
wretched that we two should not be able to comfort each other."
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