That was all that passed between the two men on the subject; and in time
it came to be regarded as a matter of course that Dove Anerley was to
inherit whatever wealth her foster-father should leave behind him,
irrespective of the provision for his widow. Had Will Anerley stayed at
home, and been accustomed to regard Dove as his sister, he would never
have thought of marrying her. But even in his boyhood he had been of a
singularly active and inquiring character; always anxious to study new
subjects, new scenes, new faces; never satisfied with any achievement as
an ultimate result; and so, his apprenticeship completed, instead of
hiring himself out as an assistant to the engineer of some railway or
other company, and spending a dull life in a dingy office, he threw
himself boldly upon the world, and went up and down, acquiring such
knowledge as no man can gain by the study of books. Nor was it only in
professional directions that his inquiries extended! He had caught what
is called "the spirit" of these times; was full of vague idealisms,
particularly of a philanthropic kind; and was moved by a restless desire
to trace back to first principles the commonest conditions of modern
existence. That is a phase through which most young men who read books
pass. Now and again only do we find a man of sufficient strength of
character to preserve those gentle tendencies against the rough wear and
tear of travel and its consequent experience. Great, therefore, was his
delight to have a profession which allowed him to move freely about; and
wherever he went the tender remembrance of Dove Anerley went with him.
As for her, she had never taken any pains to conceal from anybody her
fondness for him—a fondness which had grown to be a part of her life.
He was mixed up in all the finest aspirations, he was the creator of all
the noblest idealisms, of her too delicately sensitive organization. In
that supreme religious exaltation which is produced by fine music, by
earnest prayer, or by a beautiful sunset, his was the human face towards
which, unconsciously to herself, she looked for the divine sympathy and
compassion which in such moments man begs from the Deity. Even now, as
they stood in the old oaken pew, and as she sang sweetly and clearly
that tenderest of hymns—
"Abide with me. Fast falls the eventide;
The darkness deepens; Lord, with me abide!
When other helpers fail, and comforts flee,
Help of the helpless, O abide with me!"
—was she guilty of any great crime in involuntarily making him the
object of that impassioned cry? Her love was her religion, her religion
her love; she knew not how to distinguish between them, and like the old
Romans had but one word to describe this holiest feeling of her nature.
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