Mr. Bexley was precisely the man to undertake such a responsibility with
gladness—nay, with eagerness. Many a time had he dined at Mr. Anerley’s
house; but, being a gentleman as well as a clergyman, he did not seek to
take advantage of his position, and turn the kindly after-dinner talk of
the household into a professional _séance_. But when he was appealed to
by the wife of the mentally sick man he responded joyously. He was a
very shy and nervously sensitive man—as you might have seen by his fine,
lank, yellow hair, the singular purity of his complexion, the weakness
of his eyes, and a certain spasmodic affection of the corner of his
lips—but he had no fear of ridicule when he was on his Master’s service.
Mr. Anerley and he, indeed, were great friends; and the former, though
he used to laugh at the clergyman’s ignorance of guns and rods, and at
his almost childish optimism, respected him as one honest man respects
another. The rationalist looked upon the supernaturalisms of this
neighbour of his with much curiosity, some wonder, and a little
admiration. Yet he never could quite account for these phenomena. He
could not understand, for instance, why one of the most subtle and
dispassionate minds of our day should sadly address an old friend as
from the other side of the grave, simply because the latter was removed
from him by a few (to Mr. Anerley) unimportant and merely technical
doctrinal points. Mr. Bexley was a constant puzzle to him. Indeed, the
firmest facts in Mr. Bexley’s theory of life were what a Sensationalist
would at once put down as delusions or mere hypotheses. He was full of
the most exalted ideas of duty, of moral responsibility, of the value of
fine shades of opinion and psychical experience. He worshipped Dr.
Newman, whose verses he regarded as a new light thrown upon the history
of the soul. He had a passionate admiration for the _Spectator_; and
shed, at least, a good deal of political enlightenment upon his parish
by insisting on the farmers around reading each number as it was sent
down from London. Mr. Bexley ought never to have been in the service of
a State church. He had the "prophetic" instinct. Proselytism came as
natural to him as the act of walking. He abhorred and detested leaving
things alone, and letting them right themselves. This Kentish Jonah
found a Nineveh wherever he went; he was never afraid to attack it
single-handed; and most of all, he raised his voice against the
materialists and sensationalists—the destroyers of the beautiful
idealisms of the soul.
When one’s wife and her favourite clergyman enter into league against
one’s convictions, the chances are that the convictions will suffer.
Such combinations are unfair. There are some men, for example, who
would refuse to be attended by a doctor who was on very friendly terms
with an undertaker; they fear the chance of collusion.
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