"I am so glad," said Miss Brunel. "I cannot bear to be among those
people. I feel as if I were a parlourmaid sitting in a carriage with
her master and mistress, and fancying that she was being stared at for
her impertinence by every passer-by. Don’t tell me it is absurd, Mr.
Anerley; for I know it is absurd. But I cannot help feeling so all the
same. When anybody stares at me, I say to myself, ’Well, perhaps you’ve
paid five shillings to stare at me in the theatre, and you think, of
course, you have the same right here.’"
Will was very vexed to hear her speak so, partly because he knew that no
reasoning would cure her of this cruel impression, and partly because he
knew that she had some ground for speaking as she did. Continually,
along that insufferably Cockney route, he had seen her stared at and
ogled by lank youths from Oxford Street or Mincing Lane, who had got a
holiday from counter or desk, and had hoisted a good deal of bunting to
celebrate the occasion—bright green ties, striped collars, handkerchiefs
marked with Adelina Patti’s portrait, white sun hats with scarlet bands,
yellow dust-coats and skin gloves. In the intervals between their
descents to the cabin, where they drank cognac in preference to "that
beastly sour wine," they would sit at a little distance, suck fiercely
at their cheap cigars, and stare at the young actress as they were
accustomed to stare at the baboons in the Zoological Gardens, or at the
Royal Family, or at their favourite barmaid. Then would follow
confidential communications to Tom or ’Arry that she was very like "Miss
Trebelli," and another head or tails for another "go" of brandy.
"If these creatures were to get to heaven," said Anerley to the Count,
in a moment of jealous spleen, "they would ask their nearest way to the
Holborn Casino."
It was partly this semi-Bohemian feeling which drew the young artiste
towards Count Schönstein and Will Anerley, and allowed her to relish the
society of people "out of the profession." Of the personal history of
the Count she had got to know something; and while she tolerated his
self-sufficiency, and admired his apparent good-nature and even temper,
she almost sympathised with him in his attitude towards society. It was
the same people whom she had been taught to distrust, who were in league
against the poor Count. They would not permit him to mix in their
society, because, like herself, he was an adventurer, a person whose
position was not secured to him by an ancient royal grant. Will she
looked upon in another fashion.
"You have been so much abroad, and mixed with so many people, that you
seem not to belong to England. There is nothing English about
you—nothing of vanity, and self-importance, and suspicion of outsiders."
But against this praise, as against the whole tone of her mind on the
subject, he had uttered many a serious protest.
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