All the way back I had him in my mind. He's a tiger--Tom--when he's
roused. I could see him, shut up there by himself, with not a soul to
talk to, with not a human eye to look into, with not a thing on earth
to do--Tom, who's action itself! He never was much of a thinker, and I
never saw him read even a newspaper. What would he do to kill the
time? Can't you see him there, at bay, back on his haunches, cursing
and cursed, alone in the everlasting black silence?
I saw nothing else. Wherever I turned my eyes, that terrible picture
was before me. And always it was just on the verge of becoming
something else--something worse. He could throttle the world with his
bare hands, if it had but one neck, in the mood he must be in now.
It was when I couldn't bear it a moment longer that I set my mind to
find something else to think of.
I found it, Mag. Do you know what it was? It was just three
words--of Obermuller's: "Earn it now."
After all, Miss Monahan, this graft of honesty they all preach so much
about hasn't anything mysterious in it. All it is, is putting your
wits to work according to the rules of the game and not against them.
I was driven to it--the thought of big Tom crouching for a spring in
the dark cell up yonder sent me whirling out into the thinking place,
like the picture of the soul in the big book at Latimer's I read out
of. And first thing you know, 'pon honor, Mag, it was as much fun
planning how to "earn it now" as any lifting I ever schemed. It's
getting the best of people that always charmed me--and here was a way
to fool 'em according to law.
So busy I was making it all up, that the train pulled into the station
before I knew it. I gave a last thought to that poor old hyena of a
Tom, and then put him out of my mind. I had other fish to fry.
Straight down to Mother Douty I went with my basket.
"A fool girl, mother, on her way up to Sing Sing, lost her basket, and
Nance Olden found it; it ought to be worth a good deal."
She grinned. You couldn't make old Douty believe that the Lord himself
wouldn't steal if He got a chance. And she knows the chances that come
butting up against Nancy Olden.
Why did I lie to her? Not for practice, I assure you. She'd have
beaten me down to the last cent if she thought it was mine, but she
always thinks there'll be a find for her in something that's stolen.
So I let her think I'd stolen it in the railway station, and we came to
terms.
With what she gave me I bought a wig. Mag, I want you some day, when
you can get off, to come and see that wig. I shouldn't wonder but
you'd recognize it. It's red, of very coarse hair, but a wonderful
color, and so long it--yes, it might be your own, Mag Monahan, it's so
much like it. I went to the theater and got my Charity rig, took it
home, and sat for hours there just looking at 'em both. When evening
came I was ready to "earn it now."
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