What it came to therefore for Mr. Mudge was that all enjoyments were,
as might be said, inter-related, and that the more people had the more
they wanted to have. The more flirtations, as he might roughly express
it, the more cheese and pickles. He had even in his own small way been
dimly struck with the linkèd sweetness connecting the tender passion
with cheap champagne, or perhaps the other way round. What he would
have liked to say had he been able to work out his thought to the end
was: “I see, I see. Lash them up then, lead them on, keep them going:
some of it can’t help, some time, coming _our_ way.” Yet he was
troubled by the suspicion of subtleties on his companion’s part that
spoiled the straight view. He couldn’t understand people’s hating what
they liked or liking what they hated; above all it hurt him
somewhere—for he had his private delicacies—to see anything _but_ money
made out of his betters. To be too enquiring, or in any other way too
free, at the expense of the gentry was vaguely wrong; the only thing
that was distinctly right was to be prosperous at any price. Wasn’t it
just because they were up there aloft that they were lucrative? He
concluded at any rate by saying to his young friend: “If it’s improper
for you to remain at Cocker’s, then that falls in exactly with the
other reasons I’ve put before you for your removal.”
“Improper?”—her smile became a prolonged boldness. “My dear boy,
there’s no one like you!”
“I dare say,” he laughed; “but that doesn’t help the question.”
“Well,” she returned, “I can’t give up my friends. I’m making even more
than Mrs. Jordan.”
Mr. Mudge considered. “How much is _she_ making?”
“Oh you dear donkey!”—and, regardless of all the Regent’s Park, she
patted his cheek. This was the sort of moment at which she was
absolutely tempted to tell him that she liked to be near Park Chambers.
There was a fascination in the idea of seeing if, on a mention of
Captain Everard, he wouldn’t do what she thought he might; wouldn’t
weigh against the obvious objection the still more obvious advantage.
The advantage of course could only strike him at the best as rather
fantastic; but it was always to the good to keep hold when you _had_
hold, and such an attitude would also after all involve a high tribute
to her fidelity. Of one thing she absolutely never doubted: Mr. Mudge
believed in her with a belief—! She believed in herself too, for that
matter: if there was a thing in the world no one could charge her with
it was being the kind of low barmaid person who rinsed tumblers and
bandied slang. But she forbore as yet to speak; she had not spoken even
to Mrs. Jordan; and the hush that on her lips surrounded the Captain’s
name maintained itself as a kind of symbol of the success that, up to
this time, had attended something or other—she couldn’t have said
what—that she humoured herself with calling, without words, her
relation with him.
CHAPTER XI.
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