She had long ago, in her comings and goings made acquaintance with Park
Chambers and reflected as she looked up at their luxurious front that
_they_, of course, would supply the ideal setting for the ideal speech.
There was not an object in London that, before the season was over, was
more stamped upon her brain. She went roundabout to pass it, for it was
not on the short way; she passed on the opposite side of the street and
always looked up, though it had taken her a long time to be sure of the
particular set of windows. She had made that out finally by an act of
audacity that at the time had almost stopped her heart-beats and that
in retrospect greatly quickened her blushes. One evening she had
lingered late and watched—watched for some moment when the porter, who
was in uniform and often on the steps, had gone in with a visitor. Then
she followed boldly, on the calculation that he would have taken the
visitor up and that the hall would be free. The hall _was_ free, and
the electric light played over the gilded and lettered board that
showed the names and numbers of the occupants of the different floors.
What she wanted looked straight at her—Captain Everard was on the
third. It was as if, in the immense intimacy of this, they were, for
the instant and the first time, face to face outside the cage. Alas!
they were face to face but a second or two: she was whirled out on the
wings of a panic fear that he might just then be entering or issuing.
This fear was indeed, in her shameless deflexions, never very far from
her, and was mixed in the oddest way with depressions and
disappointments. It was dreadful, as she trembled by, to run the risk
of looking to him as if she basely hung about; and yet it was dreadful
to be obliged to pass only at such moments as put an encounter out of
the question.
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