He never brought Cissy back, but Cissy came one day without him, as
fresh as before from the hands of Marguerite, or only, at the season’s
end, a trifle less fresh. She was, however, distinctly less serene. She
had brought nothing with her and looked about with impatience for the
forms and the place to write. The latter convenience, at Cocker’s, was
obscure and barely adequate, and her clear voice had the light note of
disgust which her lover’s never showed as she responded with a “There?”
of surprise to the gesture made by the counter-clerk in answer to her
sharp question. Our young friend was busy with half a dozen people, but
she had dispatched them in her most businesslike manner by the time her
ladyship flung through the bars this light of re-appearance. Then the
directness with which the girl managed to receive the accompanying
missive was the result of the concentration that had caused her to make
the stamps fly during the few minutes occupied by the production of it.
This concentration, in turn, may be described as the effect of the
apprehension of imminent relief. It was nineteen days, counted and
checked off, since she had seen the object of her homage; and as, had
he been in London, she should, with his habits, have been sure to see
him often, she was now about to learn what other spot his presence
might just then happen to sanctify. For she thought of them, the other
spots, as ecstatically conscious of it, expressively happy in it.
But, gracious, how handsome _was_ her ladyship, and what an added price
it gave him that the air of intimacy he threw out should have flowed
originally from such a source! The girl looked straight through the
cage at the eyes and lips that must so often have been so near as
own—looked at them with a strange passion that for an instant had the
result of filling out some of the gaps, supplying the missing answers,
in his correspondence. Then as she made out that the features she thus
scanned and associated were totally unaware of it, that they glowed
only with the colour of quite other and not at all guessable thoughts,
this directly added to their splendour, gave the girl the sharpest
impression she had yet received of the uplifted, the unattainable
plains of heaven, and yet at the same time caused her to thrill with a
sense of the high company she did somehow keep. She was with the absent
through her ladyship and with her ladyship through the absent. The only
pang—but it didn’t matter—was the proof in the admirable face, in the
sightless preoccupation of its possessor, that the latter hadn’t a
notion of her. Her folly had gone to the point of half believing that
the other party to the affair must sometimes mention in Eaton Square
the extraordinary little person at the place from which he so often
wired. Yet the perception of her visitor’s blankness actually helped
this extraordinary little person, the next instant, to take refuge in a
reflexion that could be as proud as it liked. “How little she knows,
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