“You do better than any one!” He had struck a match for another
cigarette, and the flame lighted an instant his responsive finished
face, magnifying into a pleasant grimace the kindness with which he
paid her this tribute. “You’re awfully clever, you know; cleverer,
cleverer, cleverer—!” He had appeared on the point of making some
tremendous statement; then suddenly, puffing his cigarette and shifting
almost with violence on his seat, he let it altogether fall.
CHAPTER XVII.
In spite of this drop, if not just by reason of it, she felt as if Lady
Bradeen, all but named out, had popped straight up; and she practically
betrayed her consciousness by waiting a little before she rejoined:
“Cleverer than who?”
“Well, if I wasn’t afraid you’d think I swagger, I should say—than
anybody! If you leave your place there, where shall you go?” he more
gravely asked.
“Oh too far for you ever to find me!”
“I’d find you anywhere.”
The tone of this was so still more serious that she had but her one
acknowledgement. “I’d do anything for you—I’d do anything for you,” she
repeated. She had already, she felt, said it all; so what did anything
more, anything less, matter? That was the very reason indeed why she
could, with a lighter note, ease him generously of any awkwardness
produced by solemnity, either his own or hers. “Of course it must be
nice for you to be able to think there are people all about who feel in
such a way.”
In immediate appreciation of this, however, he only smoked without
looking at her. “But you don’t want to give up your present work?” he
at last threw out. “I mean you _will_ stay in the post-office?”
“Oh yes; I think I’ve a genius for that.”
“Rather! No one can touch you.” With this he turned more to her again.
“But you can get, with a move, greater advantages?”
“I can get in the suburbs cheaper lodgings. I live with my mother. We
need some space. There’s a particular place that has other
inducements.”
He just hesitated. “Where is it?”
“Oh quite out of _your_ way. You’d never have time.”
“But I tell you I’d go anywhere. Don’t you believe it?”
“Yes, for once or twice. But you’d soon see it wouldn’t do for you.”
He smoked and considered; seemed to stretch himself a little and, with
his legs out, surrender himself comfortably. “Well, well, well—I
believe everything you say. I take it from you—anything you like—in the
most extraordinary way.” It struck her certainly—and almost without
bitterness—that the way in which she was already, as if she had been an
old friend, arranging for him and preparing the only magnificence she
could muster, was quite the most extraordinary. “Don’t, _don’t_ go!” he
presently went on. “I shall miss you too horribly!”
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