Mountain life -- Tennessee -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Somehow, ridicule conquered him as force could not. He slunk back to
the bed, and there he lay quiet, that no stir might come to the mocker
without. Sometimes he would lift his head and listen with a sort of
terror for the step, for the suppressed breathing, for the low laugh.
Often his eyes would rest, dilated, fascinated, on the door. Then he
would fall back, reviewing futilely the scenes through which he had
passed. What was that strange thing they had said? It was indistinct
for a time; he could not constrain his reluctant credulity. But those
terrible words, the drowning of Tad Simpkins, beset his memory, and came
back to him again and again. And then he recalled that weird cry from
out the crash of the falling timbers of the mill. Could the ill-treated
little drudge have slept there? He had a vague idea that he had once
heard that when the old man was angry he would swear that he would not
give Tad house-room, and would cast him out into the night, or shut him
into the mill and lock the door upon him. And remembering that cry of
despair, so anguished an echo rose to Mink’s lips that he turned and
buried his head in the pillow because of the scoffer in the hall without.
The room darkened gradually; shadows were glooming about him. The moon
rose after a time. The beams in radiant guise came slanting in, and
despite the bars stood upon the floor, a lustrous presence, and leaned
against the wall. It reminded him of the angel of the Lord,—tall,
ethereal, fair, and crowned with an amaranthine wreath,—who burst the
bars and appeared to the disciple in prison. With that arrogation of all
spiritual bounties, so pathetically human, he perceived no incongruity
that such a similitude should appear to him. In some sort it comforted
him. It moved from time to time, and slowly crossed, pace by pace, the
floor of the cell.
VI.
That terrible isolation of identity, the burden of individuality which
every man must bear alone, is never so poignantly appreciated as when
some anguish falls on the solitary soul, while those who would wish to
share it are unconscious and others uncaring.
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