In the Dead of Night: A Novel. Volume 3 (of 3)Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
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In the Dead of Night: A Novel. Volume 3 (of 3)
Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
English fiction -- 19th century
“If the great secret of my life is to be told at all on this side the
grave, the time to tell it is now come. I always thought to die without
revealing it, but somehow of late everything has seemed different to
me, and I feel now as if I couldn’t die easy without telling you.” She
paused for a minute, exhausted. There was some brandy on the
chimney-piece, and Kester gave her a little. Again she took his hand
and kissed it passionately.
“You will, perhaps, curse me for what I am about to tell you,” she went
on, “but whether you do so or not, so may Heaven help me if it is
anything more than the simple truth! Kester St. George, you have no
right to the name you bear—to the name the world knows you by!”
Kester was so startled that for a moment or two he sat like one
suddenly stricken dumb. “Go on,” he said at last. “There’s more to
follow. I like boldness in lying as in everything else.”
“Again I swear that I am telling you no more than the solemn truth.”
“If I am not Kester St. George,” he said with a sneer, “perhaps you
will kindly inform me who I really am.”
“You are my son!”
He flung the woman’s hand savagely from him, and sprang to his feet
with an oath. “Your son!” he said. “Ha! ha! ha! Your son, indeed! Since
when have your senses quite left you, Mother Mim? A dark cell in Bedlam
and a strait waistcoat would be your best physic.”
“I am rightly punished,” moaned the woman—“rightly punished. I ought to
have told you years ago—ay—before you ever grew to be a man. But I
loved you so, and had such pride in you, that I couldn’t bear the
thought of telling you, and it’s only now when I’m on my deathbed that
the secret forces itself from me. But it will go no farther, never you
fear that. No living soul but you will ever hear it from my lips; and
you have only got to keep your own lips tightly shut, and you will live
and die as Kester St. George.”
She sank back with the exhaustion of speaking. Mechanically, and almost
without knowing what he was doing, Kester again gave her a little
brandy. Then he sat down; and Mother Mim, finding his hand close by,
took possession of it again. He shuddered slightly, but did not
withdraw it.
Although Mother Mim had advanced no proofs in support of the strange
story she had just told him, there was something in her tone which
carried conviction to his inmost heart.
“I must know more of this,” he said, after a little while, speaking
almost in a whisper.
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