I closed my eyes because they were getting full of tears. He moved away,
and I let the tears come. I wanted the country, too; and more and more
as my illness grew, and it became increasingly difficult to take my part
in the busy city life. The more one’s bodily freedom is restricted by
weakness and pain, the more one longs for the unconfined spaces of earth
and air, for wide horizons and sweeping winds, and wings that flash far
up into the sunshine, above the shadows where one must lie, conning the
hard lesson of patient idleness. And I wanted Uncle Milton—the visible
link between me and that dear world of hill and sky for which I longed.
Return to it seemed so bright a possibility while another heart, even
this old Negro’s, held it as dear as I. If he went from me he would
leave my hope bereft. I lay with closed eyes, absorbed in longing for
that dear receding vision of delight.
“Don’ you see how bad she wanter go, Marse John?” said Uncle Milton
again, close beside me. I sprang up in amazement, to find him and the
Peon by my cot. “She ain’t gwine ter say a word ef she think hit’ll
discommerdate you; but de chile’s e’en erbout breakin’ her heart fer de
country, same as I is.”
“Uncle Milton,” I began indignantly; but the old man brushed my words
aside.
“You en Marse John fight hit out, honey,” he said. “Mek ’er tell de
trufe, Marse John. Hit’s you en her fer it now; Milton’s done his bes’.”
He turned deliberately and walked out of the yard.
It did not take the Peon long to get the facts, to answer all my
objections as to the inconvenience to himself, and to settle finally our
immediate return. We would rebuild Cedarhurst at once.
“Oh, no,” I cried, “not Cedarhurst! Let us build our own home, all
sunshine and out-of-doors! It isn’t the old house that I love; it was
too cold and stately and dark—such an indoors kind of house. It’s the
hills I’m homesick for, and the sky, and the biggest maple, and the
pasture, and the sycamores down by the brook.”
“But we can’t sleep in the maple,” objected the Peon, “nor eat in the
pasture when it rains. There must be a house.”
“Oh, of course. But let it be our house—not Great-aunt Virginia’s. You
may really build it any way you please if only you will have porches
enough, and so many windows that wherever you sit you can lift your eyes
and look right out, miles and miles and miles. And I’d like all the
rooms to have a southern exposure, of course, on account of the breeze
and the sun, and east windows for winter mornings, and west windows for
the sunsets. I don’t care about the rest.”
“I insist upon bath-rooms and a kitchen,” said the Peon; “mere scenery
is not a sufficient sanitary basis for life. But what shall we call
it—Cedarhurst?”
“Oh, no! Just a plain, every day, home-y name—something that belongs to
us and the birds. Why, we’re Birds ourselves, Peon, dear. Let’s be
sociable and call it Bird Corners.”
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