There are really two of the-most-beautiful-place-in-the-world. One of
them is the real outdoors; and the other is outdoors in the Land of
Make-Believe. The advantage of the real outdoors is that its loveliness
is ready-made. One invents nothing; one merely opens eyes and ears and
soul to drink in beauty and joy, and learns, almost without knowing it,
the most curious and interesting things. The advantage of Make-Believe
is that when things are as they shouldn’t be, one can instantly step
over into that blessed country and make them be exactly what they
should. No one ever sees you do it, either, or guesses that you can make
a world in a twinkling, out of dreams. It has all the charm and mystery
of a fairy ring, or fern seed, or Aladdin’s lamp. One’s body can perch
on a horsehair piano stool, twisting one’s two little meat legs about
its one fat leg of rosewood, and great-aunts may be sure you are
practising scales most faithfully; and all the time you are really
running races in the wind with charming, dirty children who tear their
dresses all day long, and never had their hair in curl-papers in their
lives.
And that is only the beginning. For one can learn so well the road to
that dear land that one never forgets it, even in grown-up days. There
is never any sickness in Make-Believe. One can walk and run there
always, though one’s body lies weak and helpless, or drags slowly about,
year after year, in a world that is full of pain. One can slip away from
the long, black, sleepless nights into a lovely world where imagination
is the motive power, and all one needs and all one longs for lie ready
to one’s hand.
* * * * *
It was the January after I was sixteen that Cedarhurst burned down. It
was a bitter cold time; and the heaviest snow I had ever seen turned my
familiar world into fairyland under the winter moon.
It was Great-aunt Letitia who found the fire. She had been looking for
it all her life. One of the most familiar memories of my childhood is
the waking at night to hear a soft rustle past my open door—the doors
were always left open that we might smell the fire when we really had
one—and to see Great-aunt Letitia, her white hair tucked away under a
dainty nightcap and the light of her candle bringing out soft gleams in
her flowered silk dressing gown, as she followed her highbred nose to
the spot where it assured her a fire had broken out. It used to frighten
me at first; but I grew too accustomed to it even to wake. So it taxed
my credulity to the utmost when, on that bitter night, she roused me to
tell me with tense white lips that Cedarhurst was in flames.
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