In the Guardianship of GodSteel, Flora Annie Webster
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In the Guardianship of God
Steel, Flora Annie Webster
India -- Fiction; Short stories, English
For once, however, Bisrâm did not accept the reply as final.
"The _Huzoor_ means that it will not come today?" he asked quietly.
The doctor raised his eyebrows. "To-day? What made you think of
to-day? Certainly not. There's no chance of it."
But he was wrong. Two hours afterwards the gaol overseer sent for him
in a hurry, because Bisrâm had completed his sacrifice by strangling
himself in his cell with his waistcloth. What else could he do, seeing
that it was the last day of the year during which the propitiation of
a sacrifice kept Kâli ma from revenge?
"Poor devil!" said the doctor, as he stood up after his useless
examination. "I'm glad now I didn't tell him the child was dead."
THE HALL OF AUDIENCE
"This, gentlemen and respected sirs," said the blatant specimen of new
India whom my friend Robbins had insisted on having as a guide to a
ruined Rajput town, "is Hall of Common Audience, in more colloquial
phrase, Court of Justice, built two, ought, six before Christ B.C. by
Great Asoka, mighty monarch of then united Hindustan, full of Manu
wisdoms, and sacred Veda occultations--"
Then I gave in. "For God's sake, Robbins," I said, "take away that
fool or I shall kill him. A man who be-plasters even the Deity with
university degrees is intolerable here."
Robbins gave me that look of condoling forbearance which had nearly
driven me mad for a week and beguiled the _babee_ away promptly, as if
I had been a fractious child. I was, however, only a jilted man. A
badly jilted man, whose jilting was of the kind which becomes almost
comic from sheer excess of tragedy. To be brief, I had gone down on
ten days' leave to Bombay to meet and marry the girl to whom I had
been engaged for two years. Robbins, who was coming out in the same
ship with her, was to have been best man. We had certainly been in
love with each other when we last met; at least, if I was not, I have
never been in love at all. If she was not, then I have never seen a
girl in love. I wish to be absolutely fair in the matter, so I will
confess that, as I went to meet her, I knew myself to be less
emotional than I had been two years before. I had even vague qualms as
to whether this sort of thing was quite wise. I was, to put it curtly,
in the mental condition in which every man about to marry a _fiancée_
whom he has not seen for two years must be. Presumably her mental
condition was similar. But whereas I had to spend the three weeks
preceding the irrevocable step in a jungle station where any novelty
must necessarily be attractive, she spent it in an environment which
gave her endless opportunities of seeing other men, and comparing them
with me, and her ideal. The result being that she found she was in
love with some one else. Being frank and honourable she told me the
truth, with a kind of blank dismay. She did not offer to fulfil her
engagement. How could she? when from the beginning to the end, from
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