In the Heart of the Christmas PinesDalrymple, Leona
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In the Heart of the Christmas Pines
Dalrymple, Leona
Christmas stories
"After all, Robert, how much of life's heart-glow I have been denied
until now. Those black and bitter childhood days, the under-current of
resentment because the only heir to the Varian millions was not a boy,
the tearless agony of the nights when first divorce and later death
took my father and mother out of my life and I cried for sisters, for
brothers, for cousins, for anything in God's world to give some touch
of humanness to my barren life--such is my cycle of memory. I wonder if
you can guess the utter desolation that comes with the knowledge that
you are quite alone with never a single blood-tie to warm the ice about
your heart.
"But, now, I have worked with my hands. I have scrubbed and ironed and
baked, I have lived for another besides myself, I have watched the
lives of two whose brave and cheerful compassion for each other bears
in it the touch of holiness and I have come to know a wee soldier
whose sturdiness on life's firing line, like that of your mother, has
shamed me again and again. Such a wonderfully courteous little lad he
is, Robert, with his hermit hut and his buried savings and his dreams
of becoming a very great doctor. And some day when I can devise a way
of breaking through the wall of his pride, I am going to make him what
he dreams. Robert, I think the ice is melting around my heart at last.
I am gaining a broader vision.
"Lady Ariel--it is so Aunt Cheerful calls me. Oh, Robert, how can I go
to her and tell her why I came, how I linger here day by day hoping
for courage to ask her pardon. And it has grown even harder now that
I know that she would have the kind and beautiful wife of her son like
Lady Ariel, that she has whimsically chosen to see in me her fanciful
Lady of the Fireglow garbed wondrously in flame-colored satin! For
how can I let her glimpse the cruel canker that lay in the heart of
the daughter of her dreams. On the bed as I write lies a gown of
'flame-colored satin' and the Varian jewels, and this moonlit Christmas
Eve when she comes from the chapel, I shall go to her as she has
dreamed of me and on my knees I shall beg her forgiveness and a place
in the beautiful shrine of her brave and cheerful heart.
"Oh, Robert, pray for me that I may not hurt her!"
Very thoughtfully Jean sealed the letter and directed it to Robert
Loring, then she began a brisk pilgrimage about the quiet house. Holly
and mistletoe and Christmas wreaths came mysteriously to light from a
box beneath the Lady Ariel's bed, and soon the cottage among the pines
smiled cheerfully through a Christmas flare of pine and holly. For Aunt
Cheerful's Christmas interest had somehow waned after Robert's letter,
and at the hermit's diffident suggestion, Lady Ariel had taken the
pleasant task upon herself.
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