'I used to have a perfect _itch_,' murmured Mrs. Jewks, 'to know the
things I had better not.'
And Mrs. Barnes again looked at me as one who should say, 'There. What
did I tell you? Such a word, too. Itch.'
There was a silence. I could think of nothing to say that wouldn't
appear either inquisitive or to be encouraging Dolly.
Mrs. Barnes sits between us. This arrangement of our chairs on the grass
happened apparently quite naturally the first day, and now has become
one that I feel I mustn't disturb. For me to drop into the middle chair
would somehow now be impossible. It is Mrs. Barnes's place. Yet I do
want to sit next to Mrs. Jewks and talk to her. Or better still, go for
a walk with her. But Mrs. Barnes always goes for the walks, either with
or without me, but never without Mrs. Jewks. She hasn't yet left us once
alone together. If anything needs fetching it is Mrs. Jewks who fetches
it. They don't seem to want to write letters, but if they did I expect
they would both go in to write them at the same time.
I do think, though, that we are growing a little more intimate. At least
to-day we have talked of something that wasn't the view. I shouldn't be
surprised if in another week, supposing the hot weather lasts so long, I
shall be asking Mrs. Barnes outright what it is Dolly did that has
apparently so permanently unnerved her sister.
But suppose she retaliated by asking me,--oh, there are so many things
she could ask me that I couldn't answer! Except with the shameful,
exposing answer of beginning very helplessly to cry....
_August 24th._
Last night I ran after Mrs. Jewks just as she was disappearing into her
room and said, 'I'm going to call you Dolly. I don't like Jewks. How do
you spell it?'
'What--Dolly?' she asked, smiling.
'No--Jewks.'
But Mrs. Barnes came out of her bedroom and said, 'Did we forget to bid
you goodnight? How very remiss of us.'
And we all smiled at each other, and went into our rooms, and shut the
doors.
_August 25th._
The behaviour of time is a surprising thing. I can't think how it
manages to make weeks sometimes seem like minutes and days sometimes
seem like years. Those weeks I was here alone seemed not longer than a
few minutes. These days since my guests came seem to have gone on for
months.
I suppose it is because they have been so tightly packed. Nobody coming
up the path and seeing the three figures sitting quietly on the terrace,
the middle one knitting, the right-hand one reading aloud, the
left-hand one sunk apparently in stupor, would guess that these
creatures' days were packed. Many an honest slug stirred by creditable
desires has looked more animate than we. Yet the days _are_ packed.
Mine, at any rate, are. Packed tight with an immense monotony.
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