'I am sure you have. But don't you think that sometimes the very essence
of real friendship consists in--'
'Mr. Barnes always had his own dressing-room.'
This was unexpected, and it silenced me. After a moment I said lamely,
'I'm sure he did. But you were saying about Dol--about Mrs. Jewks--'
'Yes.' Mrs. Barnes sighed. 'Well, it cannot harm you or her,' she went
on after a pause, 'for me to tell you that the first thing Dolly did as
soon as she was grown up was to make an impetuous marriage.'
'Isn't that rather what most of us begin with?'
'Few are so impetuous. Mine, for instance, was not. Mine was the
considered union of affection with regard, entered into properly in the
eye of all men, and accompanied by the good wishes of relations and
friends. Dolly's--well, Dolly's was impetuous. I cannot say
ill-advised, because she asked no one's advice. She plunged--it is not
too strong a word, and unfortunately can be applied to some of her
subsequent movements--into a misalliance, and in order to contract it
she let herself down secretly at night from her bedroom window by means
of a sheet.'
Mrs. Barnes paused.
'How very--how very spirited,' I couldn't help murmuring.
Indeed I believe I felt a little jealous. Nothing in my own past
approaches this in enterprise. And I not only doubted if I would ever
have had the courage to commit myself to a sheet, but I felt a momentary
vexation that no one had ever suggested that on his account I should.
Compared to Dolly, I am a poor thing.
'So you can understand,' continued Mrs. Barnes, 'how earnestly I wish to
keep my sister to lines of normal conduct. She has been much punished
for her departures from them. I am very anxious that nothing should be
said to her that might seem--well, that might seem to be even slightly
in sympathy with actions or ways of looking at life that have in the
past brought her unhappiness, and can only in the future bring her yet
more.'
'But why,' I asked, still thinking of the sheet, 'didn't she go out to
be married through the front door?'
'Because our father would never have allowed his front door to be used
for such a marriage. You forget that it was a school, and she was
running away with somebody who up till a year or two previously had been
one of the pupils.'
'Oh? Did she marry a foreigner?'
Mrs. Barnes flushed a deep, painful red. She is brown and
weather-beaten, yet through the brownness spread unmistakeably this deep
red. Obviously she had forgotten what she told me the other day about
the boys all being foreigners.
'Let us not speak evil of the dead,' she said with awful solemnity; and
for the rest of the walk would talk of nothing but the view.
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