Just before I left London I met a man whose fate it has been for years
to sit daily in the Law Courts delivering judgments, and he told me that
he took a volume of poetry with him--preferably Wordsworth--and read in
it as it lay open on his knees under the table, to the great refreshment
and invigoration of his soul; and yet, so skilled had he become in the
practice of two attentivenesses, he never missed a word that was said or
a point that was made. There are indeed nice people in the world. I did
like that man. It seemed such a wise and pleasant thing to do, to lay
the dust of those sad places, where people who once liked each other go
because they are angry, with the gentle waters of poetry. I am sure that
man is the sort of husband whose wife's heart gives a jump of gladness
each time he comes home.
_August 3rd._
These burning August days, when I live in so great a glory of light and
colour that it is like living in the glowing heart of a jewel, how
impossible it is to keep from gratitude. I'm so grateful to be here, to
_have_ here to come to. Really I think I'm beginning to feel
different--remote from the old unhappy things that were strangling me
dead; restored; almost as though I might really some day be in tune
again. There's a moon now, and in the evenings I get into a coat and lie
in the low chair in the doorway watching it, and sometimes I forget for
as long as a whole half hour that the happiness I believed in is gone
for ever. I love sitting there and feeling little gusts of scent cross
my face every now and then, as if some one had patted it softly in
passing by. Sometimes it is the scent of the cut grass that has been
baking all day in the sun, but most often it is the scent from a group
of Madonna lilies just outside the door, planted by Antoine in one of
the Septembers of the war.
'_C'est ma maman qui me les a donnés_,' he said; and when I had done
expressing my joy at their beauty and their fragrance, and my
appreciation of his _maman's_ conduct in having made my garden so lovely
a present, he said that she had given them in order that, by brewing
their leaves and applying the resulting concoction at the right moment,
he and Mrs. Antoine might be cured of suppurating wounds.
'But you haven't got any suppurating wounds,' I said, astonished and
disillusioned.
'_Ah, pour ça non_,' said Antoine. '_Mais il ne faut pas attendre qu'on
les a pour se procurer le remède._'
Well, if he approaches every future contingency with the same prudence
he must be kept very busy; but the long winters of the war up here have
developed in him, I suppose, a Swiss Family Robinson-like ingenuity of
preparation for eventualities.
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