And indeed his stories were so very good that every one of them, before
they reached the point of bringing forth their joke, must have been to
church and got married.
Dolly sat knitting, the light shining on her infantile fair hair, her
eyes downcast in a dove-like meekness. Punctually her dimple flickered
out at the right moment in each anecdote. She appeared to know by
instinct where to smile; and several times I was only aware that the
moment had come by happening to notice her dimple.
As for Mrs. Barnes, for the first time since I have known her, her face
was cloudless. My uncle, embarked on anecdote, did not mention the war.
We did not once get on to Germans. Mrs. Barnes could give herself up to
real enjoyment. She beamed. She was suffused with reverential delight.
And her whole body, the very way she sat in her chair, showed an
absorption, an eagerness not to miss a crumb of my uncle's talk, that
would have been very gratifying to him if he were not used to just this.
It is strange how widows cling to clergymen. Ever since I can remember,
like the afflicted Margaret's apprehensions in Wordsworth's poem, they
have come to Uncle Rudolph in crowds. My aunt used to raise her eyebrows
and ask me if I could at all tell her what they saw in him.
When we bade each other goodnight there was something in Mrs. Barnes's
manner to me that showed me the presence of a man was already doing its
work. She was aerated. Fresh, air had got into her and was circulating
freely. At my bedroom door she embraced me with warm and simple
heartiness, without the usual painful search of my face to see if by any
chance there was anything she had left undone in her duty of being
unselfish. My uncle's arrival has got her thoughts off me for a bit. I
knew that what we wanted was a man. Not that a dean is quite my idea of
a man, but then on the other hand neither is he quite my idea of a
woman, and his arrival does put an end for the moment to Mrs. Barnes's
and my dreadful _combats de générosité_. He infuses fresh blood into our
anaemic little circle. Different blood, perhaps I should rather say; the
blood of deans not being, I think, ever very fresh.
'Good night, Uncle Rudolph,' I said, getting up at ten o'clock and
holding up my face to him. 'We have to thank you for a delightful
evening.'
'Most delightful,' echoed Mrs. Barnes enthusiastically, getting up too
and rolling up her knitting.
My uncle was gratified. He felt he had been at his best, and that his
best had been appreciated.
'Good night, dear child,' he said, kissing my offered cheek. 'May the
blessed angels watch about your bed.'
'Thank you, Uncle Rudolph,' I said, bowing my head beneath this
benediction.
Mrs. Barnes looked on at the little domestic scene with reverential
sympathy. Then her turn came.
'_Good_ night, Mrs. Barnes,' said my uncle most graciously, shaking
hands and doing what my dancing mistress used to call bending from the
waist.
And to Dolly, '_Good_ night, Miss--'
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