In the Tennessee mountainsCraddock, Charles Egbert
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In the Tennessee mountains
Craddock, Charles Egbert
Mountain life -- Tennessee -- Fiction; Short stories, American; Tennessee -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
In Evander's admiration of knowledge and all its infinite radiations,
he had been attracted by a woman far superior to himself in education
and social position, although not in this world's goods. She was the
telegraph operator at the station near the iron works. She had felt
that there was a touch of romance and self-abnegation in her fancy for
him, and this titillated her more tutored imagination. His genius was
held in high repute at the iron works, and she had believed him a rough
diamond. She did not realize how she could have appreciated polished
facets and a brilliant lustre and a conventional setting until it was
too late. Then she began to think this genius of hers uncouth, and she
presently doubted if her jewel were genuine. For although of refined
instincts, he had been rudely reared, while she was in some sort inured
to table manners and toilet etiquette and English grammar. She could
not be content with his intrinsic worth, but longed for him to prove
his value to the world, that it might not think she had thrown herself
away. In moments of disappointment and depression his prison record
bore heavily upon her, and there was a breach when, in petulance, she
had once asked, If he were indeed innocent in receiving the stolen
goods, why had he not proved it? And she urged him to much striving to
be rich; and she would fain travel the old beaten road to wealth in the
iron business, and scorned experiments and new ideas and inventions,
that took money out without the certainty of putting it in. And she
had been taught, and was an adept in specious argument. He could not
answer her; he could only keep doggedly on his own way; but obstinacy
is a poor substitute for ardor. Though he had done much, he had done
less than he had expected,--far, far less in financial results than she
had expected. His ambitions were still hot within him, but they were
worldly ambitions now. They scorched his more delicate sensibilities,
and seared his freshest perceptions, and set his heart afire with
sordid hopes. He was often harassed by a lurking doubt of his powers;
he vaguely sought to measure them; and he began to fear that this in
itself was a sign of the approach to their limits. He could still lift
his eyes to great heights, but alas for the wings,--alas!
He had changed greatly: he had become nervous, anxious, concentrated,
yet not less affectionate. He said much about his wife to his old
friends, and never a word but loyal praise. "Em'ly air school-l'arned
fur true, an' kin talk ekal ter the rider."
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