I was born and lived, until I came to this university, in a small town
in Maine. My father was a graduate of B---- College, and had never
wholly dissolved his connection with that place; probably because
he was there are not unfavorably know to more acquaintances, and
better people, than he elsewhere found. The town is one of those
gentle-mannered, ferocious-minded, white wooden villages, common
to Maine; with two churches, a brick town-hall, a stucco lyceum, a
narrow railway station, and a spacious burying-ground. It is divided
into two classes of society: one which institutes church-sociables,
church-dances, church-sleighing parties; which twice a week, and
critically, listens to a long and ultra-Protestant, almost mundane,
essay-sermon; and which comes to town with, and takes social position
from, pastoral letters of introduction, that are dated in other
places and exhibited like marriage certificates. I have known the
husbands at times get their business employments on the strength
of such encyclicals (but the ventures of these were not rarely
attended with financial disaster, as passports only hinder honest
travellers); the other class falling rather into Shakespeare clubs,
intensely free-thinking, but calling Sabbath Sunday, and pretending
to the slightly higher social position of the two. This is Maine, as
I knew it; it may have changed since. Both classes were in general
Prohibitionists, but the latter had wine to drink at home.
In this town were many girls with pretty faces; there, under that
cold, concise sky of the North, they grew up; their intellects
preternaturally acute, their nervous systems strung to breaking
pitch, their physical growth so backward that at twenty their figures
would be flat. We were intimate with them in a mental fellowship. Not
that we boys of twenty did not have our preferences, but they were
preferences of mere companionship; so that the magnanimous confidence
of English America was justified; and anyone of us could be alone with
her he preferred from morn to midnight, if he chose, and no one be
the wiser or the worse. But there was one exceptional girl in B----,
Althea Hardy. Her father was a rich ship-builder; and his father, a
sea-captain, had married her grandmother in Catania, island of Sicily.
With Althea Hardy, I think, I was in love.
In the winter of my second year at college there came to town a certain
Dr. Materialismus--a German professor, scientist, socialist--ostensibly
seeking employment as a German instructor at the college; practising
hypnotism, magnetism, mesmerism, and mysticism; giving lectures on
Hegel, believing in Hartmann, and in the indestructibility of matter
and the destructibility of the soul; and his soul was a damned one, and
he cared not for the loss of it.
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