Authors, Russian -- Biography; Gorky, Maksim, 1868-1936; Russia -- Social life and customs
"That does not concern me. In my eyes, while you remain unmarried, you
are a child."
"Fool! Blockhead!"
"The devil is clever, but God does not love him."
Her talk was a special source of irritation to Sascha, and he used to
tease her; but she would look at him contemptuously, askance, and say:
"Ugh, you beetle! One of God's mistakes!"
Sometimes he would tell me to rub blacking or soot on her face when she
was asleep, stick pins into her pillow, or play other practical jokes
on her; but I was afraid of her. Besides, she slept very lightly and
used to wake up frequently. Lighting the lamp, she would sit on the
side of her bed, gazing fixedly at something in the corner. Sometimes
she came over to me, where I slept behind the stove, and woke me up,
saying hoarsely:
"I can't sleep, Leksyeka. I am not very well. Talk to me a little."
Half asleep, I used to tell her some story, and she would sit without
speaking, swaying from side to side. I had an idea that her hot body
smelt of wax and incense, and that she would soon die. Every moment I
expected to see her fall face downward on the floor and die. In terror
I would begin to speak loudly, but she would check me.
"'S-sh! You will wake the whole place up, and they will think that you
are my lover."
She always sat near me in the same attitude, doubled up, with her
wrists between her knees, squeezing them against the sharp bones of her
legs. She had no chest, and even through the thick linen night-dress
her ribs were visible, just like the ribs of a broken cask. After
sitting a long time in silence, she would suddenly whisper:
"What if I do die, it is a calamity which happens to all." Or she would
ask some invisible person, "Well, I have lived my life, have n't I?"
"Sleep!" she would say, cutting me short in the middle of a word, and,
straightening herself, would creep noiselessly across the dark kitchen.
"Witch!" Sascha used to call her behind her back.
I put the question to him:
"Why don't you call her that to her face?"
"Do you think that I am afraid to?" But a second later he said, with a
frown: "No, I can't say it to her face. She may really be a witch."
Treating every one with the same scornful lack of consideration, she
showed no indulgence to me, but would drag me out of bed at six
o'clock every morning, crying:
"Are you going to sleep forever? Bring the wood in! Get the samovar
ready! Clean the doorplate!"
Sascha would wake up and complain:
"What are you bawling like that for? I will tell the master. You don't
give any one a chance to, sleep."
Moving quickly about the kitchen with her lean, withered body, she
would flash her blazing, sleepless eyes upon him.
"Oh, it's you, God's mistake? If you were my son, I would give you
something!"
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