English fiction -- 19th century; Victoria, Queen of Great Britain, 1819-1901 -- Fiction
She was calmer now, though still tremulous. But for the attack of
nervousness, she would have met Crewe with nothing worse than a slight
reserve, to mark a change in their relations. Very soon after her
father’s death he had written a becoming letter, though it smacked of
commercial phraseology. To the hope expressed in it, that he might be
allowed to call upon her in a few weeks’ time, Nancy made no reply. A
fortnight later he wrote again, this time reminding her, with modest
propriety, of what had occurred between them before she left town in
August. Nancy responded, and in grave, friendly language, begged him to
think of her no more; he must not base the slightest hope upon anything
she might have said. To her surprise, Crewe held his peace, and she saw
him now for the first time since their ascent of the Monument.
‘I’m ashamed that I lost my temper, Mr. Crewe. I am in a hurry to get
home.’
In the booking-office at Ludgate Hill it is not easy to detain, by
chivalrous discourse, a lady bent on escaping; but Crewe attempted it.
He subdued his voice, spoke rapidly and with emotion, implored that he
might be heard for a moment. Would she not permit him to call upon her?
He had waited, respecting her seclusion. He asked for nothing whatever
but permission to call, as any acquaintance might.
‘Have you heard I have opened an office in Farringdon Street? I should
so like to tell you all about it--what I’m doing--’
‘No one calls to see me,’ said Nancy, with firmness. ‘I wish to live
quite alone. I’m very sorry to seem unfriendly.’
‘Is it anything I’ve done?’
‘No--nothing whatever. I assure you, nothing. Let us say good-bye; I
can’t stop another moment.’
They shook hands and so parted.
‘You’re back early,’ said Mary, when Nancy entered the drawing-room.
‘Yes. I left Jessica to her books sooner than usual. The examination
draws near.’
Quiet, sad, diligent ever, Mary kept unchanged the old domestic routine.
There was the same perfect order, the same wholesome economy, as when
she worked under the master’s eyes. Nancy had nothing to do but enjoy
the admirable care with which she was surrounded; she took it all as a
matter of course, never having considered the difference between her own
home and those of her acquaintances.
Horace had dined, and was gone out again. They talked of him; Mary said
that he had spoken of moving into lodgings very soon.
‘Of course he doesn’t tell us everything,’ said Nancy. ‘I feel pretty
sure that he’s going to leave the office, but how he means to live I
don’t understand. Perhaps Mrs. Damerel will give him money, or lend it
him. I only hope she may break it off between him and Fanny.’
‘Hasn’t he told you that Fanny is often with Mrs. Damerel?’
‘With her?’ Nancy exclaimed. ‘He never said a word of it to me.’
‘He said so to me this evening, and laughed when I looked surprised.’
‘Well then, I don’t pretend to understand what’s going on. We can’t do
anything.’
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