English fiction -- 19th century; Victoria, Queen of Great Britain, 1819-1901 -- Fiction
About nine o’clock the servant entered the room, bringing Miss. Lord a
note, which had just been left by a cab-driver. Nancy, seeing that the
address was in Tarrant’s hand, opened it with a flutter of joy; such
a proceeding as this, openly sending a note by a messenger, could
only mean that her husband no longer cared to preserve secrecy. To her
astonishment, the envelope contained but a hurried line.
‘Not a word yet to any one. Without fail, come to-morrow afternoon, at
four.’
With what show of calmness she could command, she looked up at her
companion.
‘The idea of his sending in this way! It’s that Mr. Crewe I’ve told
you of. I met him as I was coming home, and had to speak to him rather
sharply to get rid of him. Here comes his apology, foolish man!’
Living in perpetual falsehood, Nancy felt no shame at a fiction such as
this. Mere truth-telling had never seemed to her a weighty matter of
the law. And she was now grown expert in lies. But Tarrant’s
message disturbed her gravely. Something unforeseen must have
happened--something, perhaps, calamitous. She passed a miserable night.
When she ascended the stairs at Staple Inn, next afternoon, it wanted
ten minutes to four. As usual at her coming, the outer door stood open,
exposing the door with the knocker. She had just raised her hand,
when, with a sound of voices from inside, the door opened, and Tarrant
appeared in company with a stranger. Terror-stricken, she stepped back.
Tarrant, after a glance, paid no attention to her.
‘All right,’ he was saying to his friend, ‘I shall see you in a day or
two. Good-bye, old man.’
The stranger had observed Nancy, but withheld his eyes from her, and
quickly vanished down the stairs.
‘Who was that?’ she whispered.
‘I told you four o’clock.’
‘It is four.’
‘No--ten minutes to at least. It doesn’t matter, but if you had been
punctual you wouldn’t have had a fright.’
Nancy had dropped into a chair, white and shaking. Tarrant’s voice,
abruptly reproachful, affected her scarcely less than the preceding
shock. In the struggle to recover herself she sobbed and choked, and at
length burst into tears. Tarrant spoke impatiently.
‘What’s the matter? Surely you are not so childish’--
She stood up, and went into the bedroom, where she remained for several
minutes, returning at length without her jacket, but with her hat still
on.
‘I couldn’t help it; and you shouldn’t speak to me in that way. I have
felt ill all the morning.’
Looking at her, the young man said to himself, that love was one thing,
wedded life another. He could make allowance for Nancy’s weakness--but
it was beyond his power to summon the old warmth and tenderness. If
henceforth he loved her, it must be with husband’s love--a phrase which
signified to him something as distinct as possible from the ardour he
had known; a moral attachment instead of a passionate desire.
And there was another reason for his intolerant mood.
‘You hadn’t spoken to any one before you got my note?’
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