In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover — John Shaqi
In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Anne’s heart swelled as if it would burst out of her breast. There are
states of mind in which everything can be borne but sympathy. The gates
so hastily rolled to and pushed close began to open. The tears came to
her eyes. But then she remembered that the threat her father had made
was not one to be confided to them.
‘Never mind. I have been talking to my father, and he and I don’t see
things in the same light. We don’t always--one can’t help that,’ said
Anne, in a subdued voice.
‘Come up to my room,’ said Rose in her ear. ‘Never mind mamma--oh, come
up to my room, Anne darling, and tell me all about it! I never was
anyone’s confidant before.’
But this was not a process which Anne, shy with a fervour of feeling
more profound than Rose could understand, or she herself express, felt
at all disposed to go through. She put her younger sister gently aside,
and brought her plans too to the table. ‘We had better settle about the
pigsties,’ she said, with a little relaxation of her gravity. She
laughed in spite of herself. ‘It is a safe subject. Show me, Rosie, what
you have done.’
Rose was still fresh to this pursuit, and easily recalled to it, so she
produced her drawings with little hesitation, and after a while forgot
the more interesting matter. They sat with their heads together over the
plans, while Mrs. Mountford pursued her worsted work. A moralist might
have found in the innocent-seeming group all that inscrutableness of
human nature which it is so easy to remark and so impossible to fathom.
Rose, it was true, had not much in her little mind except the cottages,
and the hope of producing a plan which should be approved as the best,
having in her heart a childish desire to surpass Anne, which by no means
diminished her faithful allegiance to her as the origin of all impulses
and setter of every fashion. But Anne’s heart, underneath the fresh
crispness of her muslin dress, and the apparent interest with which she
pursued her work, and discussed her sculleries, was beating high with
much confused and painful emotion. Indignation and a sense of wrong,
mingled with a certain contempt even for the threat which had wounded
her as an empty menace, never to be carried out--a false and fictitious
weapon meant for no end but that of giving her pain; and, on the other
hand, the disappointment of her hopes, and a certainty of severance from
the love which had been a revelation to her of so much in heaven and
earth of which she was unaware before--filled her being. She would not
give him up, but she would be parted from him. He would go away, and any
intercourse they might hereafter keep up must be maintained in
resistance to the authority under which she had lived all her life. Thus
what she had supposed to be the crown and glory of existence was
summarily turned into bitterness and wrong. She was turning it over and
over in her mind, while she sat there steadily comparing her
measurements with those of her sister, and wondering how long she must
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