In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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‘Surely,’ she said, with so friendly a smile, that Heathcote felt
himself ridiculously touched. Why this girl should with a smile make him
feel disposed to weep, if that were possible to a man of his age, he
could not tell. It was too absurd, but perhaps it was because of the
strange position in which she herself stood, and the way in which she
occupied it, declaring herself happy in her loss, yet speaking with such
bated breath of the other loss which she had discovered to be possible,
and which, in being possible, had taken all feeling about her fortune
away from her. A woman, standing thus alone among all the storms, so
young, so brave, so magnanimous, touches a man’s heart in spite of
himself. This was how he explained it. As he looked at her, he found it
difficult to keep the moisture out of his eyes.
‘I want to speak to you about business,’ he said. ‘Mr. Loseby is not the
only instructor in that art. Will you tell me--don’t think I am
impertinent: where you intend--where you wish--to live?’
A flush came upon Anne’s face. She thought he wanted possession of his
own house, which was so natural. ‘We will not stay to trouble you!’ she
cried. Then, overcoming the little impulse of pride, ‘Forgive me, Cousin
Heathcote, that was not what you meant, I know. We have not talked of
it, we have had no consultation as yet. Except Mount, where I have
always lived, one place is the same as another to me.’
But while she said this there was something in Anne’s eyes that
contradicted her, and he thought that he could read what it meant. He
felt that he knew better than she knew herself, and this gave him zeal
in his proposal; though what he wanted was not to further but to hinder
the wish which he divined in her heart.
‘If this is the case, why not stay at Mount?’ Heathcote said. ‘Listen to
me; it is of no use to me; I am not rich enough to keep it up. This is
why I wanted to get rid of it. You love the place and everything about
it--whereas it is nothing to me.’
‘Is it so?’ said Anne, with a voice of regret. ‘Mount!--nothing to you?’
‘It was nothing to me, at least till the other day; and to you it is so
much. All your associations are connected with it; you were born here,
and have all your friends here,’ said Heathcote, unconsciously enlarging
upon the claims of the place, as if to press them upon an unwilling
hearer. Why should he think she was unwilling to acknowledge her love
for her home? And yet Anne felt in her heart that there was divination
in what he said.
‘But, Cousin Heathcote, it is yours, not ours. It was our home, but it
is no longer so. Don’t you think it would be more hard to have no right
to it, and yet stay, than to give it up and go? The happiness of Mount
is over,’ she said softly. ‘It is no longer to us the one place in the
world.’
‘That is a hard thing to say to me, Anne.’
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