In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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‘Is it? why so? When you are settled in it, years after this, if you
will ask me, I will come to see you, and be quite happy,’ said Anne with
a smile; ‘indeed I shall; it is not a mean dislike to see you here. That
is the course of nature. We always knew it was to be yours. There is no
feeling of wrong, no pain at all in it; but it is no longer _ours_.
Don’t you see the difference? I am sure you see it,’ she said.
‘But if your father had carried out his intention----’
‘Do you know,’ said Anne, looking at him with a half wistful, half
smiling look, ‘on second thoughts it would perhaps be better not to say
anything to mamma or Rose about my father’s intention? They might think
it strange. They might say that was no punishment at all. I am very glad
to know it for my own comfort, and that you should understand how really
just he was; but they might not see it in the same light.’
‘And it has nothing to do with the question,’ said Heathcote, almost
roughly; ‘the opportunity for such an arrangement is over. Whether he
intended or whether he did not intend it--I cannot give you Mount.’
‘No, no; certainly you cannot give it to me----’
‘At least,’ he cried, carried beyond himself by the excitement of the
moment. ‘There was only one way in which I could have given it to you:
and that, without ever leaving me the chance, without thinking of any
claim I had, you have put out of my power--you have made impossible,
Anne!’
She looked at him, her eyes opened wider, her lips dropping apart, with
a sort of consternation, then a tinge of warmer colour gradually rose
over her face. The almost fierceness of his tone, the aggrieved voice
and expression had something half ludicrous in it; but in her surprise
this was not visible to Anne. And he saw that he had startled her, which
is always satisfactory. She owed him reparation for this, though it was
an unintentional wrong. He ended with a severity of indignation which
overwhelmed her.
‘It does not seem to me that I was ever thought of, that anyone took me
into consideration. I was never allowed to have a chance. Before I came
here, my place, the place I might have claimed, was appropriated. And
now I must keep Mount though I do not want it, and you must leave it
though you do want it, when our interests might have been one. But no,
no, I am mistaken. You do not want it now, though it is your home. You
think you will prefer London, because London is----’
‘Mr. Heathcote Mountford, I think you forget what you are saying----’
‘Don’t call me that at least,’ he cried; ‘don’t thrust me away again as
a stranger. Yes, I am absurd; I have no right to claim any place or any
rights. If I had not been a fool, I should have come here a year, five
years ago, as old Loseby says.’
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