In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Anne felt, when the interview was over, that she had in all probability
done more harm than good. She had frightened Keziah, and made her cling
all the more to the comfort which sprang from a settled resolution, and
she had even stimulated that resolve by the prick of opposition which
moves the meekest of natures. She had made Keziah feel herself wronged,
her sacrifice unappreciated, her duty misconceived, and the girl had
fallen back with all the more confidence on the approval of her (as
Anne thought) worldly-minded aunt, and the consolation of the old
bridegroom, who, though he was old, was a great man in the servants’
hall--great as the butler and head of the establishment downstairs, and
still more great as the prospective landlord of the ‘Black Bull’ at
Hunston. To be the future mistress of such a place was a glory enough to
turn a girl’s head. Keziah went away crying, and feeling that she had
not deserved the cruel ‘scolding’ administered by Miss Anne. She going
to the bad! when she was doing her duty in the highest and most
superlative way, and had hanging over her head, almost touching it, the
crown of that landlady’s cap, with the most becoming ribbons, which
ranks like the strawberry leaves of another elevation in the
housekeeper’s room and the servants’ hall.
It was the morning after this that Cosmo arrived. Anne was going
downstairs to a morning’s work with Mr. Loseby, thoughtful and serious
as she always was now; but by this time all the strangeness of her
position was over; she had got used to it and even reconciled to it. She
had work to do, and a position in the world which was all that one
wanted for happiness. Indeed, she was better off, she said to herself,
than if she had been in her natural position. In that case, in all
probability, she would have had someone else to do for her what she was
now to do for Rose, and her occupation would have been gone. She felt
that she had passed into the second chapter of life--as if she had
married, she said to herself with a passing blush--though so different.
She had real work to do in the world, not make-believe, but actual--not
a thing she could throw aside if she pleased, or was doing only for
amusement. Perhaps it requires a whole life of leisure, and ideas shaped
by that exemption from care which so often strikes the generous mind as
ignoble, which made her appreciate so highly this fine burden of real
unmistakable work, not done to occupy her time merely, but because it
had to be done. She prepared herself for it, not only without pain but
with actual pleasure. But on her way down to the library, where Mr.
Loseby was waiting her, Anne chanced to cast her eyes out from the end
of the corridor across the park. It was the same window to which she had
rushed to listen to the cry the night her father died. It had been night
then, with a white haze of misty moonlight and great shadows of
blackness. But now it was morning, and the red sunshine lighted up the
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