In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Anne waited a little longer, quite silently, holding her hands clasped
tight. One thing she was not capable of, and that was to stand up.
Whatever else she might be able to do, she could not do that. She said
under her breath, ‘Wait for a moment,’ and then, when she had got
command of herself, rose slowly and went to the table on which her
papers were. There she hesitated, taking a letter out of the
blotting-book--but after a moment’s pause brought it to him. ‘I did not
think I should ever show--a letter--to a third person,’ she said with
confused utterance. Then she went back to her table, and sat down and
began to move with her hands among the papers, taking up one and laying
down another. The Rector threw himself into the nearest chair and began
to read.
‘Dear Cosmo,--You will think it strange to get a long letter from
me, when we met this morning; and yet, perhaps, you will not think
it strange--you will know.
‘In the first place let me say that there are a great many things
which it will not be needful to put on paper, which you and I will
understand without words. We understand--that things have not been
lately as they were some time ago. It is nobody’s fault; things
change--that is all about it. One does not always feel the same,
and we must be thankful that there is no absolute necessity that
we should feel the same; we have still the full freedom of our
lives, both I and you.
‘This being the case, I think I should say to you that it seems to
me we have made a mistake. You would naturally have a delicacy in
saying it, but women have a privilege in this respect, and
therefore I can take the initiative. We were too hasty, I fear; or
else there were circumstances existing then which do not exist now,
and which made the bond between us more practicable, more easily to
be realised. This is where it fails now. It may be just the same in
idea, but it has ceased to be possible to bring anything
practicable out of it; the effort would involve much, more than we
are willing to give, perhaps more--I speak brutally, as the French
say--than it is worth.
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