In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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‘In these uncertainties I put it to you whether it would not be
better for us in great friendship and regret to shake hands
and--part? It is not a pleasant word, but there are things which
are much less pleasant than any word can be, and those we must
avoid at all hazards. I do not think that your present life and my
present life could amalgamate anyhow--could they? And the future is
so hazy, so doubtful, with so little in it that we can rely
upon--the possibilities might alter, in our favour, or against us,
but no one can tell, and most probably any change would be
disadvantageous. On the other hand, your life, as at present
arranged, suits you very well, and my life suits me. There seems no
reason why we should make ourselves uncomfortable, is there? by
continuing, at the cost of much inconvenience, to contemplate
changes which we do not very much desire, and which would be a very
doubtful advantage if they were made.
‘This being the case--and I think, however unwilling you may be to
admit it, to start with, that if you ask yourself deep down in the
depths of your heart, you will find that the same doubts and
questions, which have been agitating my mind, have been in yours,
too--and that there is only one answer to them--don’t you think my
suggestion is the best? Probably it will not be pleasant to either
of us. There will be the talk and the wonderings of our friends,
but what do these matter?--and what is far worse, a great crying
out of our own recollections and imaginations against such a
severance--but these, _I feel sure_, lie all on the surface, and if
we are brave and decide upon it at once, will last as short a time
as--most other feelings last in this world.
‘If you agree with me, send me just three words to say so--or six,
or indeed any number of words--but don’t let us enter into
explanations. Without anything more said, we both understand.
‘Your true friend in all circumstances,
‘ANNE.’
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